Friends Again?

The End Of Pain.

~3 months later~

I wake up in so much pain. I ignore it move closer to Cam and try to sleep. My belly is so big I can't get any closer to him. I hate it. I just get up and go sleep on the couch and cry. I hate being emotional. I hate being pregnant. I just hate it! The pain increases and then decreases it's not that bad but I can't sleep and it pissed me off. I sit and play on my phone till Cam wakes up which does take long he can barely sleep with out me by his side anymore. We haven't gotten enough sleep for one of us between the two. I hate this so much one day. I'm waiting another day and going to the doctors. The pain is starting to get worse but I still ignore it. I get up and waddle to get a mug for tea. I can hear my doctor ring in my mind." Sometimes the warmth of tea with no caffeine or a cold Popsicle will help the pain" I wasn't up for cold things so tea was my next choice. Cam moves in our bedroom looking for me. "Babe? Are you okay?" I hear him " I'm fine getting tea. I can't sleep." I yell back and he comes out of the bedroom and hugs me. "Baby you should go to the doctors you haven't slept in awhile and if you can't sleep I can't...." I look down at my belly and start to tear. " I'm sorry" my voice crackles. "Baby I just want you safe. I want you to be okay maybe this wasn't a good idea." I finish making my tea and go and sit on the couch. I want this to be over. Maybe my mom was trying to kill herself when she had Lilly. My mom could help me. She would tell me how I could sleep with cam where we are both comfy. I hate this. I scream and more tears fall.