Friends Again?

Smut

After hold my hands he lets go and grabs my waist and I don't mind. He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around him. I can tell he wants more so I kiss him hard. He smiles under the kiss. I pull away first out of breath. He plays again with my shirt and I nod and put my hands on his and pull my shirt off and I'm left with my black bra. I jump down let him pull off his shirt. God do I love him and the abs are an added bonus. He goes to my shorts and knows they are stretchy so he just pulls on them showing my pink Lace underwear he smirks "hey no fair" I unbuttoned his jeans and he yanks them down I look at his boxers. Black. Damn can't pick on him for that... Oh well I smile and he comments "fair now?" I nod. Standing here for than half naked is strange so I jump up on him he braces and I kiss him. He kisses back with more force he walks forward and my back is now against the wall I smile and climb down winking as I walk toward the shower. "Coming?" I ask. "Baby... Do u have to ask? Hell Yea!!" I turn on the shower to warm the water up and he unsnaps my last top half of clothing. I'm still facing the other way of him but he reaches around me and slips it off my arms. The waters warm enough and I turn around and pants him boxers I stand up and he slips them the rest of the way off. He grabs my underwear and looks into my eyes I nod. He's mentally asking for my approval and I gladly accept. I hop in the shower and he joins. I haven't told him that the only time I have had sex is when he (Josh ew I hate that name)raped me. But I don't want those memories coming back so I don't tell Cam for all I care I just want to feel his lips pressed against mine and his arms around me I only want Cam. I was facing the wall so I turn around and see Cam looking up and down my body. And I cringe.. His eyes look into mine. He noticed that I cringed. "Baby your beautiful why are you afraid?" I answer but I mumble my answer "I'm afraid you won't like what you see" His eyes flicker with worry "Baby you are the most prettiest person I have ever met and you have the best body I could ever dream of. I love your face and you body is amazing now come here and let me love you please?" I do as I'm told and take a step forward this shower is big but just be enough for the both of us. He again picks me up and pins me to the wall I wrap my hands around his neck. I kiss him and he enters his tongue fighting for dominance and I let him. He seems to know what makes me smile and just keep making me love him even more if that was possible. ~~ we finish up and I wash up and he wash his body sneaking kisses here and there. Then I feel some sharp pain on my shoulder I try to turn around but he's got ahold of me. "Ow what the hell you doing. "He let go and was done. I have instant bruise marks. I turn around the face him and he kisses me so I can't yell. Smart. He lets go and does one on my neck and moan In Pain and pleasure it hurts but I kinda like it it's new but I know what it is now a hickey. "I'm now yours I'm marked my territory." That's his response I give him a smirk "does that mean I get to mark mine?" He picks he up so I can reach and I bite I feel like a vampire he moans full of pleasure. I let go and look into his eyes he smiles and gets out I'm still around his waist so he bends down and I get down graving my towel and giving him his. I pin my hair up in a pony tail and go to get bra and underwear on instead he picks them out orange underwear and pink bra. " you can't even match can u" I chuckled and smile finish drying off and he picks up the bra helps me into it and buckles it. I climb in my underwear and he chooses my outfit pants and pink tank top with a orange sweater so he might match slightly but I laugh now it's my turn. Pants and a striped T-shirt plain boxers too I'm so plain but he looks so good. I haven't put on my tshirt yet but he comes up behind me lifts me up turns me around and bites me one more time I moan this time all please I moan right below the belly button and one small one in-between my boobs right below my bra. Damn. Makes me want more and more. Maybe I can get some more he is only in his boxers still.... No control yourself Lilly. He begs for more from me but I decline. I'm tired and still have to see my mom. "Come on baby please" he continues "I got to visit my mom love" I repeat myself he sighs a sign of defeat. I put on his tshirt for him and he puts on his pants and presses the freshest of hickeys "ouch!" I yelp. He kisses my neck "you can't ever get enough can u?" I retort it starts to hurt now. He bites harder each time I have only 4 but that last one bled. He only has 2 and I was nice no blood. He shakes his head"never" I drag him down stairs with me and I make him sit and I sit on top of him. I start to play with my thumbs "I have something to tell you baby" he nods telling me to continue. "You know I was raped but that was almost 7 and 1/2 months ago. That was the first time I had sex and it wasn't forced too and actually enjoyed it with someone I really love. I want to let you know that I don't know why but I did" my voice cracks so bad while I'm trying to say this and by the end I'm in tears. "Baby it's okay I love you and I see nothing wrong with that at all but I have something to tell you." I look up tears still pouring up but I nod. "Your are the first girl I have had sex with and actually enjoyed it. Screw it! Your the only girl I have had sex with at all." He smiles and looks at me "really?" My voice cracks but I smile the tears stopping for a moment. "Yes baby I love you so much that's why I marked what's mine your not going anywhere and I'm sorry I made you bleed I didn't know how hard I bite" his cheeks blush and are cherry red but I kiss them and he calms down alittle." All I can say is I love you <3"