What it's worth .

~ Longing For ~

* Valentina P.o.v *

I try to calm myself down, even though I'm scared. So just in case my guess is right, I kneed the person under their stomach. Then I heard a groan & both of their hands go to his groin. Okay, so it IS a guy. Now I need to find out who the guy is. It's still pitch black, so I can't try to figure it out. I'm just so curious, so I just jump on him to see what happens.

& he catches me, puts my back to the door again & I hear a click. Did he just lock the door? He lets me down & kisses my neck. What in the hell? When he lifts his head we look into each others eyes.

His chocolate brown seductive eyes come near my face, it's Marcos. I stare then smile. But when he smirks & out of nowhere smashes his lips against mine I still have my eyes wide open. Shocked. I guess he has this type of feeling because when he opens his eyes while kissing me he just stares. So he pulls away, & looks angry.

He walks away from me & the light turns on.

I guess he put them on because nobody was in here with us, & besides the door was locked. I just realized I'm missing Gym now as we speak, great. So I bang my head against the door. "Ouch." Then rub my head since it hurts. He looks back at me.

Eyebrows knit together & putting his hands behind his head, is something wrong? "I don't know Valentina, whats wrong, whenever I try you just reject me. What's the problem?" He folds his arms & then he leans on one of the shelves. Just staring at me, waiting for my response.

I can't help but stare at his v-neck tee, nicely fitted to his abs & arms. Which I find rather sexy & today his hair is tousled. Geez Louise. But I just come out with what I think & say the reason why I've been 'rejecting' him. I roll my eyes, because I pretty much think he doesn't want the same things I do. Just to flirt. "Well, theirs a reason why I've been rejecting you, so don't act like your innocent because you know what your doing." I look away, I can already tell my vision is getting blurry.

He looks confused "& what exactly am I doing?"

I look at him with an angry expression. Is he really acting dumb with me now? Especially at a serious moment like this.

"You know exactly what your doing, your leading me on, trying to flirt with me. Just stop, unless you want to actually be somethi-" I can't finish my sentence because a tear falls down my cheek, I'm crying. I look away, anywhere but at Marcos. He walks forward & pulls my chin toward his face so I can look into his eyes.

They were full of love, caring , & a little bit of lust. "I don't know how you can think something like that Valentina, because I love you. I just didn't have the guts to say it before." Then he brings my lips to his.

I get caught up in the kiss, in the moment so I put my arms around his neck. & this time without disturbance he licks my bottom lip asking for entrance & I excitedly let him in. Then he pushes me against the wall again, & thrusts his hips against mine. So I nibble on his bottom lip & he stops. Then opens his eyes. Since he's staring at me now again I have something I have to get off my chest also.

I get on my tippy-toes & whisper in his ear "I've loved you before you ever left to California." Yeah I said I thought I loved him before, but that was because we didn't keep in touch. But now that he's come back, my feelings for him have come back also. I just hope he's going to ask me to be his girlfriend.

He bites his lip, but we're holding hands now. Still looking at each other. He smiles "I'm flattered for as someone as beautiful as you to love me." I blush at his remark. " but I have something to ask you." I lift my head up & I already know my answer so I just say it. "Yes!" As I put my legs around his waist since I'm so excited. Then I leave kisses by his jaw-line, it's just so perfect. Everything about him is.

We walk out holding hands & their Delia is with a knowing smirk, waiting right outside the door. I should've known, they probably would've planned something like this. But either way I'm glad that she helped. So I give my best friend another hug today for helping me with my love life. "I actually was worried about you Delia, I kinda thought something happened to you for a second. Making me scared like that." I punch her arm playfully while she laughs.

We all three walk out of the school together when Delia finally talks again "you know you love me Valentina" I laugh at her words & she gives me a look. So I finally say something back "heck yeah I do" then she just smiles all sweetly, I still can't believe this same girl punched Avery Santana in the face today. I guess what they say is true, never judge a book by its cover.

* * * * Winter Break * * * *

* Delia P.o.v *

"I can't believe you & Declan are actually close friends now." I say it so surprised that I'm surprised the words are coming out of my mouth.

"Yeah, me either but he's a nice guy, the more you get to know him. He's actually really nicer when he's not with any of his friends either, trying to be all cool & a ladies man." Valentina smiles while she's talking, maybe she's happy their finally just friends, & don't have any drama between them. I'll be happy too. Suddenly we hear a knock on the front door, so we go to answer it & oh it's for Valentina.

* Valentina P.o.v *

We go up on the rooftop to just talk for a little bit, I'm surprised he even came. "So what did you wanna talk about?" I look at him & just ask to get it over with. He looks at me

"I just wanted to try something" I look at him questionably, what did he mean? I look at him raising my eyebrow.

He puts his hand on the left hand side of my face, & plants his lips on mine. Then moves in closer & puts one hand on the back of my hip & starts to kiss me passionately, I moan during the kiss & before I do anything else I stop myself & pull away.

While my breath that you can see in the air, flows between us. I stare into his blue crystal eyes with confusion, wondering, & some lust still. "Declan, why of all times now, just please don't." When I'm done saying what I've said. His face is full of hurt, longing, & almost a little of love. Also forming into a face of determination.

I go back inside & think about what I've done, & knowing this wasn't any dream or déjà vu. I kissed him back & I can't take any of my actions back. I made them & it's all my fault. Oh no, don't tell me I have even more feelings for Declan now. No no no. I'm still with Marcos & we have a good relationship, we love each other. But now I just feel like a worthless slut. Like Avery, that girl should definitely feel ashamed of herself.

But now I can't help but feel being ashamed of my own self. Should I still be with Marcos or should I maybe try to be with Declan? Oh boy, what have I gotten myself into ..

The front door opens as I stare at the person that comes through.

Just. What. I. Needed.

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