What it's worth .

~ On Edge ~

* Valentina P.o.v *

I lay in bed thinking about the possibilities. Thinking about his answer that I've been waiting for, ever since I heard the rumor.

* Flashback * 

"Is it true.." I look down and he whispers in my ear, "The truth is I don't know. We'll know for sure by tomorrow." Then I pushed him away, then walked off to class not looking at anyone that was staring at me, trying to not look like I gave a care in the world. When I actually did.  

* End of Flashback *

I try to go to sleep, not wanting to think about going to school tomorrow. A breeze comes through my window & it makes me shiver. So I bury myself into my fuzzy blankets. When all of a sudden I hear a knock on my door. I get up out of my bed of blankets & the comfort of my bed to go to the door not hearing a peep from the other side. So I grab the door knob & turn it slowly. To see my baby sister holding onto her little teddy bear.

I kneel on the ground to see what she wants, " Aye Sofie, whatcha doin' out of your room? It's really dark & if you wanna go back to your room I'll take ya back okay?" When she hears what I have to say she frowns. I raise my eyebrow. "Sissy, can I sleep in your bed tonight. Pwease, I'm scared of the monsters. It's scary in the dark." I can't help but pout. She's just so cute, I can never say no to this little girl, besides she's only two. When your a big sister that loves your little sister to death you gotta do what you gotta do. So I smile at her and nod, "Of course you can my little munchkin." Then she smiles and runs into my room, jumping on my bed like its a trampoline. I laugh, maybe she's just what I needed to be able to go to sleep tonight?

We lay on the bed & watch some tv before sleep. She loves Calliou so I put on a dvd mom got for her a week ago & she claps excitedly. Then I think in my head, oh god this girl is acting like London from the suite life of Zack & Cody. I laugh in my head mentally, then jump back in bed. I put my blankets back on top of me & the comfort I once used to always feel comes back. Maybe life isn't perfect but at least I got this little girl right here to make me feel better. Sofia looks at me, "Sissy, your the best big sistah evah." I awe in my mind and smile while I'm staring at my baby sister. If only she knew how happy she made me. A tear rolls down my cheek, then I give her a hug that she gladly gives back. People don't know how big a baby sisters or baby brothers affection can affect you. They just touch your heart.

After an hour of watching episodes of Caillou my baby sister yawns and buries her head near my chest. She's definitely going to sleep, so I turn off my tv & dvd player. I put my head on my pillow & just stare at my baby sister, sleeping. She has her head over her hands & is just sleeping like a little angel, unharmed not having any bad dreams. I tried that once & for me it wasn't a very comfortable position so I didn't bother to sleep in that same position again.

I kiss my sisters forehead goodnight then I close my eyes & fall in a comforting sleep with my baby sister on my side. Having no bad dreams, everything was a-okay.

That was until I woke up. To a not so happy sister. She looked scared,worried, speechless. You name it that was her expression.

" Sofie, whats wrong? Please tell me." I looked at her worryingly. But then I noticed the tv was on & she was pointing at it. It showed the news, it was an accident, the news reporter was on the scene. Their were some witnesses she was talking to & while she was walking by the cars that were in the collision I saw one car that looked very familiar to me. I referred back to it in my mind, trying to remember who's car that was. But then it hit me.

It was my mothers. My jaw dropped & the tears started to stream down my face. I held my baby sister. The moment I was feeling better everything had to go crashing down. But then I realized my mom has to be at the hospital if she's okay! I listen to the rest the reporter has to say about the accident. Then when I heard the victims were sent to the Serene Hospital that's when I grabbed my sisters hand got the car keys, her carseat & head on out. I had to see if my mother made it or not. If she didn't then I wouldn't know what Sofie's future & I would be. But most of all.. I love my mother, & I don't know what I would do without her.  

* Cliffhanger! Sorry it was so short,please comment, fan or even vote!^.^ *