Special hyunjin centric×OT8

Chapter Seventy

Minho's pov
"you damn idiot" I yelled punching the mirror in front of me watching as blood run through ut...chan hyung is right.if I was not so horrible with hyunjin...if I didn't blame him maybe this were different now...i just left to my room to see if there is a spell that could protect him...but he was gone because of me...i hated him...but I feel so guilty and heartbroken for some reason...i had never felt this divided before...i should be happy that he is gone...but I can't...i can't  when the younger is our mate...my mate...i don't know what to do...what to say...i am going crazy.
"minho...why did you do that for?" chan hyung asked looking at my hand.
"get out" I yelled glaring at him.
"baby I am sorry...i didn't mean to blame you...i was just..."he paused looking down" he fell in front of my eyes...he died in front of me while..."

"I said get out...do I need to spell it....GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE" I yelled making the man freeze in shock...this was probably the first time I had ever talked to him like this...but I don't want him gone because he blamed me...but I can't be with him now...or any of them I feel responsible for what happened and I just...i just can't do this...my eyes started to get teary before I busted into tears...i have no idea why I am crying...is it because I am afraid that my mates will hate me? Is it because I have never wanted to lose a mate of mine like this? Or is it because I fell for hwang freaking hyunjin without even feeling a damn bond? That is impossible...i hate him...i hated him and now when he is gone...when I should be happy I just can't...why is this happening to me?
"it is okay love...i am sorry...i really sorry" the older said hugging me as he cried too.

"he is dead" I murmured" I got what I wanted but I don't know how to feel...i feel suffocated....i feel guilty...heartbroken...we didn't mate we did not feel any damn bond then why...why is this happening to me?" I added burying my head into his chest.
"he was our mate even without feeling the bond...he is gone...all of us are feeling the same as you do...and...i didn't this to happen...i was wrong to just let you be...i did not want to pressure you, I knew you needed time to accept him..."he replied caressing my back"I had never thought we will lose him...it was unexpected..."
"Felix is going to hate me...i took his mate away from him" I whispered.
"love, lix will never hate you...hyunjkn was your mate too...all of us have to deal with his lose " he said looking at me.
"is he...do you think that he is gone?" I asked swallowing hard....we don't know what really happened to him...

"I...hyunjin said that the witch told him he is going to die...but I don't know...i..."he said whipping his cheeks.
"if he is dead where is his body? If he is alive then why he didn't come back yet? Where is he?" he added.
Before I could say anything the door flew open revealing taemin, my eyes turned into a glare as soon as I saw him...he is the last damn person that I want to see right now...
"look minho..."
"stay back" chan growled at him.
"I apologize for what I did...i truly do...but it is Felix....he..."
"what the hell happened to Felix?" I yelled cutting him off.
"it is a long story but he found the witch and the werewolf that are behind this....they are in the witches' castle and he went there alone...he lost it...he had this murderous stare on him....the same one he had when his father was killed the same one when you were stuck in the other dimension...you need to get to him....that witch is not playing around..."he said looking between us.

"hyunjin" chan hyung and i said at the and time, it is typical Felix's behavior when he is emotionally hurt he but all his feelings out by going in a killing spree....the only problem is that when he is angry he doesn't think...he doesn't use his brain.
"guys....i mean hyungs....i " a young boy said entering the room...one of our wolf mates...an omega...i didn't even have the chance to meet up with them during this mess.
"what is your name?" chan asked.
"jeongin...yang jeongin" the omega replied.
"what is it?" he asked walking toward him.
"it is jisung hyung...he left after Felix hyung and both of them are missing....changbin hyung went after seungminie and both of them are not responding to me through the mind link" he said in one breath making my eyes widen.
"do you think they are hurt?" chan asked.
"han is for sure with Felix..." taemin said instead" I saw them leave together" he added.