Special hyunjin centric×OT8

Chapter Seventy-two( The End)

Minho's pov
" baby...please talk to me" chan hyung said sitting next to me on the bed, after the yelling and the mess that Felix hyung and jisung made earlier each one of them left leaving the rest of us.
I am inside our old room literally staring at the wall blankly, I keep on thinking about hyunjin.
Felix is persistent about the whole summoning the gods thing, he is always like this...so reckless when it comes to his mates...honestly I was afraid that the would get himself killed by the gods when chan hyung and I were stuck in the other dimension.
I glanced at the older who was looking at me with worried eyes, I did not say a word to him...what can I say or do? We have to idea what happened to hyunjin and it is kind of my fault...i can try to do a locating spell but I know that it is going to be useless...he was with us in the other dimension...his body is gone...lost...

"minho you can't keep on doing this...i know I said that it was because of you but I didn't mean it...please don't blame yourself...it makes me feel guilty....i just...i was angry and lost....i thought about it as my fault too...if I tried to push you to talk with him...to accept him..."
"it is none of your faults" the door was opened revealing the two omegas and beta.
"what are you doing here how did you find this room?" I asked
"this is lix's room right, we come here all the time" jeongin said making me hum and look away...i can't face them....it is different from chan hyung....i don't know them yet I manage to take their mate away from them....they were in love with hyunjin...i can see it in their faces...
"you are not worried about felix...what if he tries to reach out for the gods" changbin said probably looking at chan hyung...i want them to leave but I can't say it...this feels so suffocating.

"no he wants and if he does I will find out....i can sense when a huge amount of power is used." chan replied.
"yeah but felix knows that..what if he tries a blocking spell with the help of ryunjin" seungmin said
"she is here I checked...don't worry Felix is not going to do it...if he was planning to he wouldn't have told us...he is considering it though after his argument with han I doubt he is going to do it...he knows that we won't agree to lose one mate to get the other" chan answered making him nod.
" you know this is feels awkward...i mean our relationship feels tense I know that we are worried about hyunjin but we are your mates too", he added.
"hyunjin is dead...why are you worried? You should be worried if you don't know what happened to him...hwang hyunjin is dead", I yelled jumping from the bed surprising the four men." how could a mortal survive something like this...there is not the damn way that is possible....be realistic and stop living in your dreams" I added swallowing hard.
Silence filled the room as no one said a word " and it is my fault...so stop trying to make me feel better or whatever the hell you are trying to do" I added storming away....i hate this feeling....i hate It so much...i ran as fast as I could....not caring about the yells that came behind me...

I have no idea why i got here....i fell on my knees looking between the two graves....
"mom....dad" I whispered as tears started to fall down my cheeks, I put it hand on my father's stone." my mate...i am...i was mated to a hwang like you father...i did not trust him...after what his family did to me...to you...after all the damn physical and emotional torture that I have been through....i hated him...i pushed him away....and now he is gone....he is dead, I know understand how hard it must been for you to deal with your mates hatred for you...i wish....i wish that my mom was your mate...i...dad...it hurts too much....we didn't even mate...i didn't even feel the mate bond"I said shaking my head" yet it hurts...i feel like a piece of my soul was ripped from me...i want to think about it as guilt...yes guilt because admitting that I want him back...admitting that I miss him makes me sick..." I added...i know I have avoided him in the other dimension but I was always watching him in secret...all the anger I showed to him away in fact the anger I felt toward myself...for thinking about him...for thinking that I want to let go of the past...