Special hyunjin centric×OT8

Chapter One

Hyunjin's pov
                                              October 1,2019
"hyunjin come on son, we are getting late" my father yelled from his car as I carried the last bag.
"I am coming father...just a second" I answered putting the bag in the back of the car.
"I don't want to keep whining about the fact that you were late for your first day in college" he said starting the car.
"dad it is not my first day in college it is my first day in the dorms..."
"which I still don't understand why you choose to stay there...the college is thirty minutes drive from here" he said shaking his head, I know he hates the fact that I am going to stay at the dorms since we live alone...i am nineteen now...a freshman in college...eighteen years ago my mom took my twin sister and run from home...my father is taking care of me since that day...which I am thankful for....he struggled a lot to take care of me alone...i was just a baby then, he could have gotten married again but he didn't...even my grandparents wanted him to but he refused.

I smiled as I looked at him, he had a small pout on his lips, I swear sometimes I forget that he is the dad here...he acts like a kid.
"why are you smiling like an idiot?" he asked glancing between the road and me.
"I love you dad...thank you for always being there for me" I replied taking him off guard.
"if you loved me you wouldn't have left me alone" he said rolling his eyes.
"dad, you are the one who told me about how cool to stay at the dorms and how much fun you had when you went there...it is a way to meet new people and build a life...as you said it is only thirty minutes drive, you could come and see me when you want" he answered making him frown, the dorms are next to the college.
" and I wish I have never told you about it...please be careful there... You don't want to meet a girl like your mom..she will leave you after two years of marriage" he said looking away, I feel bad for him.

"or a boy" I said making him glance at me.
" or a boy...sorry"he said making me chuckle.
"don't worry Mr hwnag, unlike you I am so attractive I won't get dumped"I said flipping my long hair it is almost shoulder length.
"is that a way to talk to your father you ungrateful little idiot?" he said making me chuckle." for your information, i have been asked into a date" he added acting mad, this is how is it with my father and I...we behave like friends, of course I respect him but we are just too close.
"when in your dreams?" I asked teasing him.
"last week you..." he stopped mid sentence his eyes turned wide...

"I got you...i knew it...it is our new neighbor...what was her name? Mrs yena" I said with a wide smirk.
"yuna" he corrected making me chuckle as he cursed under his breath...
" you need to start dating again dad you have been single for years now...you are getting rid of me now" I joked but he did not seem pleased by it.
" you did not stop me from dating or marrying again hyunjin...it was me...it is hard for me to open up and trust someone else after your mom so please stop blaming yourself...if it had to come between you and my love life I will choose you over anything in this world...you are the most important person in my life right now" he explained making my eyes widen....dad....i kind of regret leaving him now...

"this got emotional really quick", my father said blinking the tears that started to form inside his eyes away.
I did not say anything as we continued our ride to the dorms.
"and we are here" my dad said pulling over, I glanced at the huge building in front of us then back to him.
"I...let's think about this again" I said biting my lips, I can't leave him...i was selfish...he gave all his life to me and I decided to just move out...i honestly thought that it is going to give him space to finally be happy but seeing how sad he is breaks me...
"hey...no no...it is okay jinie, as you said it is close by...i will see you daily...you are right I am being selfish...i had fun when I was your age it is time for you to do so..." he said gripping my hand.