Special hyunjin centric×OT8

Chapter Sixteen

Hyunjin's pov
"where are you?" I yelled looking around the forest...after my conversation with felix I found myself in here searching for the wolf for some reason....well maybe this time he will eat me and free me from this...i mean did he really ask me to choose between them.
"wolfie where are you?" I yelled again sitting under a tree...i have lost my damn mind...i am in the middle of the woods searching for a damn wolf who could kill me for real this time...the sun is going down soon too...
"I hate my life" I groaned leaning back in the tree as I closed my eyes... what did my life get to in just a couple of weeks? But why am I even thinking about this? Felix is my boyfriend...while I barely know the boys...no...i barely know felix too...and he did not have to right to just order me to choose between them...this is a whole mess...why I am doing this? The hyunjin I know would have just left all of them...why I am holding on?

A loud growl made me jump up in surprise I looked in front of me to see the creature I come here to see...the black beautiful wolf was standing in front of me as his red eyes were shining bright...
"you are here" I whispered feeling my eyes getting teary...a small growl felt the wolf as he took a few steps toward me" are you going to kill me this time?" I asked chuckling...he just stop and I swear I saw him tilt his head to the side" I am stupid right...i come back here with my own foot...and I am going to become the dinner of a wolf...and maybe his children...do you have kids?" I asked but of course he didn't answer me...i must have lost my mind...i am talking to a wolf...

He just continued walking toward me so I closed my eyes...ready for him to attack me but deep down there is a weird feeling that told me I am safe with him...but it is stupid.
I just waited but nothing came, so I slowly opened my eyes back and as soon as I did I jumped back hitting my head on the tree that I completely forget about...i was face to face with the wolf who was just staring at me...i felt my soul leave my body for a moment until he licked me...my eyes widen at what he did...a wolf just licked my cheek...
"you.." I stopped mid sentence when I saw him lean on his front legs lowering  his head on the process until he finally put it on my lap...i froze at what he did... what should I do now?
I gulped moving my hand toward his head...he did not seem to shift so I started to caress it...the feeling of his soft fur never left my head...
"you are so beautiful" I murmured, a soft purr came from him making me chuckle...is he a wolf...a dog or a cat?

"everyone told me to stay away from the woods saying it is dangerous...yet since the moment I came here and saw you I kept thinking about you..you are an odd creatures...I have never seen a wolf this close before but are you supposed to be this big? Tell me are you a werewolf?" I asked as I continued to caress his head, he opened his eyes before he pulled back a little staring right at me...could he be? No it is impossible...I think I watched too much about the supernatural...
"it is crazy...don't mind me" I added with a chuckle.
"I am going through some hard times...my boyfriend" I said taking a deep breath" he told me to choose between him and my roommates and their other boyfriend...i mean it is supposed to be easy...but I feel so divided...i can't choose...for some damn reason I care about them all...you know what's more weird...i just met them...me....like ever since I found out my mom left us I developed trust issues
And when I let my guards down with my ex I got hurt again...so I made a decision to never do that mistake again...yet here am I doing the same damn thing" I said shaking my head...i will be put in a mental hospital if someone sees me talking to a wolf like this.

"I mean I can't choose Felix or the others...they confuse me...i even..." I paused biting my lips" don't worry about that...but my point is, Felix is making me between two things I want...and that's supposed to be red flag...i am angry at him but I can't lose him...i am so divided...what should I do?" I asked...i feel like I am talking to myself now more then the wolf...it is like I am thinking out loud....
"I..."
I stopped mid-sentence when I heard a noise coming from behind the tree, both of us looked at it until a new wolf come into my view...damn...the wolf was as white as the snow...his eyes were shining blue....more like icy blue, he was much smaller than the black one...