Too Late To Realise

Broken Pieces

Mia's text had me frantically calling her and she didn't pick up my call until the 5th try. When she finally answered her voice was full of rage and anger. I didn't even had a clue what I did but the tone made me apologize for no reason.
''Look Mia I idk what exactly happened and why are u soo mad at me but if I have done anything wrong am sorry ok! Just tell me what happened, will you ?''
She tried hard not to scream but I could still feel the screams trying to escape her fake calm tone as she said.
''Stay away from Aman. I just dont want You to be around him in any situation. I dont give a fuck how close you guys are just stay away from him for your own good !!!''
I couldn't believe what I had just heard! Mia was possessive but this level of possession was wierd and terrifying. I tried to fet through her and make her calm down but she didn't budge. And then she said something cuz of which I started avoiding Aman.
It felt really horrible to let my friend go and ignore him like that he wasn't just my crush he was much mire than any friend to me. And now I had tk ignore him for someone else. Aman tried to reach out a thousands of time but I ignored him like I never knew him. Noticing this Jay amd Sam both sat me down and asked what was wrong. And I just couldn't hold it anymore.
''Mia was jealous of me being around Aman and him caring for me. She told me to stay away from him. I tried to argue but then she said that she would break his heart and leave him. I don't want them to get separated because of me and I dont want Aman's heart to break as well. He loves her and would be broken into many pieces if shr leaves. So I decided to leave instead of Mia leaving''
I said it all trying hard to hold back the tears.
Sam hugged me and Jay sat there with an annoyed expression. He always managed to stay calm but today it felt like he would just loose it anytime. But then I made them.both promise me that they would not tell this to Aman.
After ignoring Aman for a week he gave up approaching me and I was left with Sam and Jay being the only people I trust now.
I felt likd an emotional fool to ignore Aman and have the slightest hold that he would leave Mia for me. Thd thing was that he did make efforts but not the efforts that would give confidence that even if I talked to him an Mia left he wouldn't be hurt.
Mia on the other hand told me that when she told Aman to stop trying to talk to ms he did and now he probably hated me for ghosting him.. It hurt me deep that he gave up on our friendship just soo easily even tho he said he wont.
I lost my so called bestfriend and the guy I was attached soo much to. I was shattered and it hur even more when Aman still made those eye contacts with me but just without any emotions. I was alone, all alone with broken pieces of my heart.
Jay tried to cheer me up and Sam did as well and I managed to move on. Soon the final exams were over and there was Summer vacation. It was a good break and I managed to slip out of the zons I had went in. I was Happy with my group of friends to hang out in class, Sam being the sweet caring bf he was and having Jay to listen to all my Shit and the end of the day. But the next year in school awaited me with the worst things.