During the vacation things between Aman and Mia got Worse and they broke up. I knew it would happen some day dur to Mia's possessive nature. I just didnt care about any of them anymore. They both had broken my trust. Mia broke it by doubting me and Aman broke it by believing others over our friendship. Now I just wanted a fresh start and to help me with that my division had changed. But little did I know that it was going to get worse. On ths first day of school I walked to school with Sam and Jenny. Jenny was shamelessly teasing us and I swear Sam wanted her to disappear. After the most boring assembly ever with shitty motivational speeches by the witch aka our principal we all parted ways to our respective classes. I sat down with Jenny and took a glance over the seated faces. When I noticed a familiar face and I stared towards the face for a couple of seconds before making sure it was the person I thought so. And indeed it was him, Amber eyes black silky hair, perfect jawline, it was Aman. Then I realised he was looking at me and maintaing the eye contact. But I had got to know that his Division wasnt changed but there he was staring at me and making me awkward asf. And as if the faith had it for me our teacher made us to sit with the boys and Aman was my partner off all of them. I just wanted the white celling to crash down and kill me at the moment. As we hadn't talked what seemed like ages it felt super awkward. But surprisingly he tried ti break the ice by asking ''How are you ?'' Thd voice made my heart beat even faster. I hadn't heard it so clearly since such a long time and I so wanted to hug him but still the anger in me held me back. And I just replied trying to hold back the emotions ''Fine, you ?'' He just said ''Alive'' What did that mean? Alive ? Like wtf dude! But anyways its Aman after all he was like that all the time. After coming back home the first thing I did was to call Jay and tell him everything. His ears must have blead that day as I ranted for an hour and gave millions of curse words. I hated the fact that my tear was fucked up. That I had Aman as a partner. That he behaved like nothing happened. That I still cared soo much for that asshole. I hated myself. Foe falling for him ans then giving up. After I had ranted for an hour Jay finally said ''Just calm down okay! You are amazing the way you are and you dont have to hate yourself or even be mad at yourself it wasnt You it was the situation that ended You up like this. Its not your Fucking fault!!'' This was the first time Jay had comforted me in a proper way and it gave me goosebumps. I calmed down after that and then we talked about random shit. Now as we weren't in the same class we had even more stuff to discuss. I still got butterflies seeing that idiot each and every fuking time but I had to ignore the feelings. And that asshole made it worse by helping me through small things. I am clumsy asf but him holding things just before they fall, holding his hand over the corner of the benches soo that I wont get hurt and many more. He isn't my ex but it felt like sitting besides my ex from whom I have never moved on.
Well life was turning out hell except the part where I was with Sam. I didn't love him but I have started to like him and trust had become only stronger. He knew I hated the current situations so he decided that we could go out and even tho I was really lazy that particular day I went out. He had done soo much I could atleast leave my laziness for some hours. We drove to the near by beach on his scooty. I usually sneak out to the beach at night and my parents would kill me if they knew I did.
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We sat staring at the water and some sea waves touching our feet. It really felt like a movie seen and the sun shining down at Sam's deep blue eyes and blonde rls made him look like an angel. He looked soo adorable at the moment that I just looked at him and blushed to myself. 'How did this angel fall for me even tho he can make all the girls out there swoon over him' Sam must have noticed my stare and he faced me our faces were just inches apart from eachother. I could feel my heartbeat get faster. He just held my face in his hands and brushed the top of my cheeks and said ''I just want you to be happy always. No tears and no sadness I just want you to smile. You mean soo much to me Amayra.'' I was mesmerized by the moment I wanted to capture it for lifetime. I never felt this important to anyone other than that one single day Aman had hugged me none else had ever treated me like this before. Sam leaned in a bit and I just closed my eyes and let myself free and the next thing I know he was just taking off some sand from my face. Damn I hope he hadn't noticed that I thought he was gonna kiss me. And why did I even think so? I was too lost in the thoughts that I didnt notice that it was sunset already. It looked so beautiful I took a thousands of snaps of sunsets and us and Sam. Then Sam just held my hand and pulled me in making me stumble into his chest. He asked ''Can we make this day a bit more special? '' I knew exactly what he meant and idk how but I just nodded slightly. And the next thing I know is that we were kissing in front of a beautiful sunset. It felt so cliche!!!
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My mind was blanked out for a while and then I blushed the whole ride to home. The kiss didnt made me have the zoo in my stomach and I didnt feel sparks but it was my first kiss and I felt shiness rush over my brain even thinking off it. But this happiness did not last long.
