It feels so wrong but right at the same time..

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Amayra's pov :

Night when Amayra first chatted with Jay;
This must be the first time I talked to Jay and he is soo much more Than I assumed. I wish I met him earlier. Anyways I have to sleep at least for sometime.

Morning;

Damn, Aman really knows me so well. He brought me cold coffee when we walked to school and it was the exact one I loved. I dont know why people keep saying he is a bad guy. He is just soo perfect.
I was lost in my thoughts when my annoying but adorable bestfriend Mia joined us and took my coffee without any warning. Too bad for her that I like strong coffee and she loved sugar. The expression on her face was worth it. Then she basically pushed herself between me and Aman which was sad but she had all the right to do it. She was dating him after all. Well our school wasn't far away so we reached the gates leading to hell in no time.
Well its good that Mia is in another division as it would be too bad to see her constantly flirt with Aman.
After the assembly which felt like 7 hours of torture we sat down in our class and then Jay walked in. His eyes met mine and widened but then he just looked away. I expected that as I knew he was an introvert but then I just could not hold my urge back so as he sat right in front of me I just whispered in his ears "hello".
His shoulders tensed ar my whisper and me, Aman and my bench mate laughed at his reaction.

Later on some weeks
Well after this me, Jay and Aman were like a trio and it felt so good. They both gave me the feeling of home whenever they were around. The whole Fucking class shipped either me and Aman or me and Jay. I didn't mind them shipping me wid Aman but Jay was just a friend to me and I hated it when they teased me too much about him. But all of it wss good until Mia and Aman had a fight for the first time. They both shared there point of views with me that day and bored me with them and I bored Jay telling it all to him and ranting s out it. But what I did not know was that this was not the last time. Aman and Mia kept fighting since then and their relationship turned into a very toxic one.
I hated to see them both being hurt by eachother and secretly wished they broke up for their own good as their grades were stooping low. And then the most unexpected thing happened Sam asked me out on a date. He was my friend for a long time but I did not know that he had feelings for me. I was gonna say no But then I considered that I should at least give him a chance so I said yes.
Jay was happy and sarcastic at the sams time being his usual personality. But Aman seemed a bit off even tho Sam was his bestfriend but then thd weekend and I went on a date with Sam. Sam was cool since I met him but I had never seen jis caring and protective side of him and it felt good having someone to care about me. So when he asked me if I would like to be his girlfriend I agreed immediately. Life seemed all sweet and good wid dating Sam and thrid wheeling Aman ans Mia but I dont know why there was this increasing tension between me and Aman. Something just seemed wrong maybe it was me dating Sam.
So I decided to meet Aman alone and called him to meet me at the terrace of my apartment building.
There I told him how i felt that we were drifting apart from each other and how I wanted us to be friends forever and never wanted to loose him. I was so driven by all the emotions that I didnt realise that Aman was now standing just few inches apart from me and then he did something I did not expect at all. He pulled me into his arms and hugged me. The height difference was evident and I sank into his arms resting my head on his chest and hugged him back tightly. I held on to him as if I didn't want him to let him go and I really did not want to. He comforted me slowly rubbing his hand at back of my head. It feels so wrong but right at the sams time. This was just a friendly hug but it gave my heart skip a beat.

 This was just a friendly hug but it gave my heart skip a beat

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