Too Late To Realise

I never forget promises

Amayra's POV
So the time passed by after that day real quick and now it was just a day before our Final Farewell. The girls had called me for shopping but I didnt go with them.
Yes I didn't talk to Aman now but still I remember the promise we made. I won't go with him but for sure I cant gk with anyone else. No matter hoe I try to just forget it all the truth is I never ever moved on and I still can't but I know if I talk to hik again or go even close to him my feelings will again overpower my mind and I will Fuck it all up. I hate the fact that I still somewhere hope that he remember's the promise as well.
So I just decided to go alone for shopping. Honestly I wasn't really excited for the farewell, but well its an important part of school life so ofcourse I cant miss it.
I was checking out the dresses and even tried many On n but just couldn't find the perfect one.
I was lost in finding the perfy dress when I heard a very familiar voice behind me.
Damn was my mind playing games again ? But nah he was really ther
I turned arround to see Aman standing right behind me. I tried to ignore him and walk away but then he said
''Please talk to me for once!''
I dont know why but I stopped and said
''What do you want ?''
He said
''So they left you alone didn't they ? I knew all.those new friends of yours are of no use..''
He was about to say mire but I interrupted
''Don't even dare to say another word. And eho.are you to comment about whom I talk. They are way Better than the people I was hanging out with earlier and btw I chose to come here by myself.''
I just couldn't believe how did he forgive our promise and the way after all this time all he said eas rude shit.
Just then Jay walked in, I had texted him ti join me but I didnt know he would just walk in the store.
As soon as he came near me he said
'' I know you told me to be in the cafe but I thought that would rather give you company than..''
He stopped on his words the moment he saw Aman and made some lame excuse and left.
Aman then asked
'' I thought u didn't like to go for shopping alone?''
Damn he remembered all shit except the main thing. And idk what just came over me
I just said
''Yes I don't like shopping alone but I dont break and forget promises as well!"
I was walking away when he held my hand and said
'' I never forget about promises I didnt come here for shopping just came here to tag along with my friends and something in white will suite you better.'' and let me go
Who did he think he is ? Giving me advice about my outfit..damn this dude is just soo...
Wait but he mentioned the promise and gave a suggestion soo he did remember the promise. Damn noo I cant keep thinking about him anymore. We never dated but he failed as a friend. He failed to understand me and to be there when I needed him. I cant trust a person eho.gets manipulated easily by others against me so easily even as a friend. Today he is in his senses as there is no one to manipulate him again.

I went om shopping further and finally found the perfect dress for the farewell and ofcourse it was not at all close to Aman's suggestion.
I still feel sad as I had many plans for the farewell which I wanted to do with my ''friends'' but Now I have lost them all but atleast I have new ones. And they all made me feel soo comfortable but even tho they were nice I just try to not get attached to anyone. I seriously have trust issues after all Shit.
Soo I bought the dress and met up with Jay at a cafe. Dude had 3 coffees already idk how the fuck can he even digest it. But well its just Jay being Jay.
I like having him around idk why but I just feel a sense if comfort around him. The way his face lits up whenever I see him is just soo cute.
I ordered a laté for me and a burger as I was hungry asf. Then Jay asked why was Aman with me all off a sudden and I told him about everything that had happened.

''I think you both are in love with eachother but none of you is ready to accept it and just confess. ''
''Shut up Jay that does not make any sense''
''If so why did you still keep the promise you guys made even though noe as you say you dont even care about him?''
''Ok yea I agree I still care about him and still somewhat like him but that doesn't justify your point its just me here who likes him and am damn sure he doesn't. ''
''Amayra he kept the promise as well . Dude didnt buy any shit untill and unless he met you right? Leave the promise tell me which guy will try to talk to a girl non stop even tho she is ignoring his existence? And why Will someone be sad asf seeing a friend change?''
''I don't know Jay. I dont know what in the world he is thinking but am damn sure that he doesn't like ms and now I dont want to talk about this anymore. He was someone I knew in the past thats it.''
''If You dont want to talk about it fine I won't but damn you Cant escape the truth and he is not your past he still exists in your present''
''Anyways hows the dress ? I sent you the pic right ? Did you see it ?''
''Anything you wear looks adorable''
''What ?''
''What? I said it looked adorable yea..''
''Ok damn ig am hallucinating I heard something else nevermind tho''
''Ok so do you wanna go somewhere else or shop for something more ?"
''Yea I need some accessories soo lets go get them and then will go back home."
"Ok lets go"

After the shopping I returned home and tried on the dress again and suddenly remembered what J jay had said at first. Did he really say that or its just my mind ? But nah why will he say something like that anyways.
So finally the farewell day has arrived am going with my friends to the party. I hope everything goes well.