Call me your lover

Pool day

<Lover>
I again felt bad
Why does it bother me so much I mean I knew she was sexually active you could just tell that by looking at her
She seemed like an absolute pro
But I couldn't deny that she made me nervous
In a good way nervous
I loved beeing around her
But I am not in love right? I mean I only had boyfriends so far so I wouldn't know and I never liked girls before
I had to see her again maybe that would solve my confusion cause that's all it is right??
I only want her as a best friend
Right...?

<Rep>
I didn't even knew why she just stormed off
I was worried the whole night and thought endless times about texting her
In the morning I was really tired so I decided to go for a run to wake myself

As I was running through the park I saw fearless sitting on a bench with her phone looking really concentrated
,,hey Fearless!"
She looked up and changed her expression to a smirk
,,oh you? How was your night with lover? Where you finally able to get in her pants?"
,,what no! How do you even know I was with her?"
,,midnights told me that you just left her drunk alone at the bar to storm out with lover. She said you two looked pretty comfy with each other"
We were.
,,yeah no I just drove her home nothing happened."
I was extremely annoyed
As if I wasn't already nonstop thinking about her and now even my friend group only talked about her
,,we're you invited to kenna's pool party?"
(Do you guys mind if I bring random people who are not albums in the story?)
,,yeah but i am not going"
,,lover will be there"
I wanted to pretend like this didn't change my mind but it did
I desperately wanted to see her
If everything was okay and to ask her if like me and her were ok
,,I'll think about it"
,, HA I knew it you are so crushing on her"
I just waved it off and continued my run
I stopped at a coffee shop
As I was inside a tall brunette started walking towards me
,,hey i just saw you and you are gorgeous. I was thinking if I maybe can get your number?"
She was pretty but not really my type
I still decided to give her my number cause who knows if I ever need it

<Lover>
The pool party would be in an hour so I decided to get ready
I shaved and put on a pastel pink bikini
It was my favourite one cause it had white bows and kinda had an underwear vibe
I mean underwear looks by far more flattering than a bikini anyway soo
Over it I decided for a summer dress
It was September but still extremely hot outside
I called an Uber cause I kind of don't like to drive...

<Rep>
I wore a dark red bikini
It's the prettiest one I got and honestly I really wanted to look good for a specific person
My makeup was simple except for my red lips
I decided to be on time today cause I was always to late to everything
I grabbed my bag and left.

<lover>
Lover arrived shortly before Rep so when she was sitting on the pool bench she saw rep standing in the doorway talking to kenna

I didn't even know that they knew each other what was she doing here?
Lover grew more nervous as reps eyes suddenly landed on her
She saw the tall girl smiling a bit so she decided to just smile back
Ok that was a good move she thought to herself.
Fearless was sitting in the corner gossiping with red
(As always)
Lover decided to follow their conversation a bit
,,...so she grew sooo red as I mentioned lover..."
What? What where they even talking about
I wasn't able to think it all the way through cause I felt a hand on my shoulder
As I turned around rep was standing next to me
,,Can we talk?"
,,yeah I think that would be good"
Her hickey already faded a bit
She took my hand and led me into the house
Kennas house wasn't big so we it took us some time to find a spot quickly where we could be alone.
The roof of the garage
( I am so sorry hahaha that's the most basic wattpad spot to talk )
I sat down next to her
,,so I don't know what I did to upset you but I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable
You're my friend lover"
Ouch
,,thank you...I can't really tell you tho"
,,why? I want to know what upsets you so I don't do it anymore"
Oh I think she would do it still even without my permission
As it seemed I started to stare at the hickey to much and reps eyes grew wide as she noticed
,,oh that's- I just was having a moment with a girl in a bar but we didn't like yk"
A GIRL??? WAS I DREAMING?
,,I didn't know you where into girls?"
,,dude this is so obvious I mean just my whole energy screams gay"
She was right it did
,,how did you know?"
,,I think I always knew. Why do you ask?"
,,no reason"
I said in a quiet tone while staring into her eyes
It was dark outside so the stars were over us like in a 90s romance
We just sat there staring at each other
Rep put her hand on my bare thigh
My cheeks where scarlet red at that point (ykyk)
She leaned to my ear and softly whispered
,,you wanna find out?"

An: heyyy so that's it I think this is the longest chapter soo far and sorry for ending at that point bc AHHHHHH it's def something 🤭🤭
I think this chapter is kinda weird written but I really brainstormed for this 💓