Call me your lover

Its too much

,,no cause honestly I wouldn't believe all that crap Speak now is telling! You know she likes drama!"
I stared at the blonde sitting on the couch with her feet in my lap
,,no but what if it's true? That would mess up the whole friend group"
,,oh come on why don't you just talk to 1989 I mean haven't you guys got closer?"
,,that would be rude"
,,yeah but it's also rude to assume things about people's relationships just cause some sad country girl tells you"
Lover was now sitting up laying down her crochet work
,,Rep it's not funny"
,,I'm just saying, we should talk to them"
She nodded before slowly entering her hook in the stitches again
,,what are you making?"
,,a scarf it's winter"
,,awww it's cute but like...sorry to say but that's not ur usual colour palette"
I looked down at her dark green ball of yarn
,,uh yeah cause it's not for me"
,,r u gonna sell it?"
,,r u stupid?"
,,oh wow lov calm down"
,,it's for you I am making it for you!"
,,well hopefully that's not my Christmas present cause I expected a bit more"
I laughed
Lover didn't
She just stood up grabbed her yarn and went to the bedroom
,,oh come onnn it was a joke I am happy"
My girlfriend has been moody lately and I don't exactly know why but I do have an idea
I started working more again and spend days in the studio while she tried to make our cats like each other
We named them Meredith and Olivia (we're gonna pretend that 1989s and reds cats never existed)
Meredith is overprotective of Olivia while Karyn just wants to play with her
Benjamin doesn't care
He spends his time with sleeping and eating
As I got home last night she had a big bruise on her knee
Meredith scratched her
I knew she felt like a mom on her own but I just had to work
My manager was stressing me cause I stopped writing music while lovers incident with her ex

,,Lover?"
I walked through the door of the bedroom with a plate with hot tea and some chai cookies
,,hm? What do you want?"
She seemed annoyed and sad at the same time
,,I'm sorry"
I placed the plate on the nightstand before sitting on the bed and pulling the blonde in
,,I shouldn't have said that. It was a stupid joke and I didn't mean it"
,,well just think about what you say next time!"
She raised her voice a tiny bit but still managed to be quiet
,,I love the colour and I really need a new scarf! It's so cute how you spend time on making it and I can't wait for it to be finished"
She fiddled herself out of my arms and stood up
,,it already is"
She opened the closet door before pulling out the green fluffy scarf
,,I tried my best"
I pulled her back in my arms and gave her a kiss on the nose
,,I love it"
The girl wrapped it around my neck before wrapping her arms around it too
,,I love you and I am sorry that I've been so moody lately it's just- I miss you and you work to much and never respond and the cats hate each other and they scratch me and I have to cook and clean and make you happy and I feel pressured bc you're working so hard and I didn't publish a song for a whole year and my management is starting to hate me and I feel so stupid and 1989 and midnights maybe broke up so the friend group will be a mess and I invited them for a winter day and I need to bake for it and..."
,,WOAH you need to calm down seriously"
I stared down at Lov who's eyes started to water
,,you have to tell me these things!"
,,I am sorry"
,,no no no don't be it's okay we'll figure it out really"
She pressed her face in my chest and soon after that I heard her sobs
,,shhh...it's okay"
I stroke her back
,,I will call in sick tmrw"

An: ok I am excited for the 1989 and midnights thing cause
Dramaaaaa
Yeah ok I love this chapter and also it's beginning to look like winter/Christmas/COMFORTABLE/COZYYY
and there will be winter chapters soo be excited 💓💓
Love you all my waffles

Also a classmate of mine suddenly listens to Taylor and texts me about it and is like: she's sooo pretty
And he waits for me after class and all that
Idk why honestly