Call me your lover

Why would you do that

<Rep>
The bar was crowded and I was in the middle of it scanning every girl
I soon saw a tall brunette- how ironic
She looked really lost so I decided to sit next to her on one of the old bar chairs
,,hey are you lost, beautiful?"
A pair of hazel eyes meet mine looking really happy to see me
I could already tell that she was there for the same reason that I was
,,Kind of...can you help me?"
She looked pretty desperate and I instantly understood the message
,,what about we continue this conversation in the bathroom huh?"
I winked at her and took her hand. She was warm and tipsy
We son reached the bathroom pushing the door away just to fall into each other like hungry lions
It got heated pretty fast and she definitely knew what she was doing, leaving marks and roaming her hands all over my body
The bathroom was empty and I was really thankful for that
I couldn't help it but to think about lover while the girl was touching and kissing me
I was jealous still and instantly left the anger on the brunettes lips as I thought about the situation again
I didn't know why the fuck she would even do that to me after all we had
I wanted to be angry so bad but the only thing I felt was that I wanted her. Like really
But who cares anyway now it's over and I'm not done with the girl in-front of me anyway.
Bending over the sink, the kiss became more heated by the second making me moan into it
Oh I bet lover was sitting alone right now thinking about the waitress
But what if she's not?...

<Lover>
I was so extremely frustrated and upset with myself for being that dumb
I should've said not
I should've known that it would end like this.
But I was naive and honestly didn't think it all the way through
For me I thought a new friend couldn't hurt so I just went with it
Seeing rep that upset made something inside me scream
I was so stupid für hurtig her feelings and I would go and apologise .
Confident in my plans I decided to find out where she was currently.
To my luck she send me her live location so I could track the way down to the coffee shop
I tapped on the chat just to see that it was still active
Therefore the search didn't take long and I saw that she was in a bar near the restaurant we went to the other day
I bet she's drinking and being mad about it so the only right thing I could do was apologising

This was my chance

I arrived at the bar about 10 minutes later thanking my Uber
The bar was full of people so it would be a long search
My eyes instantly went to the bar but to my surprise she wasn't there
I was searching every corner at that point leaving only the bathroom
Maybe she needed to refresh her make up or something
I made my way to the bathroom trying to find the girl

As I walked in I saw 2 girls kissing the corner one covering the otherin. The were moaning into each others mouth and it honestly made me feel awful knowing that I hurt reputation and I didn't had that kind of thing's anymore
I decided to still take my way to the stalls making myself really small to fit through the gap between them and the door
I ofc bumped into them
Gosh could it get any worse
I apologised but as the tall brunette turned around I saw rep standing with her back pressed against the wall.
She was looking deep in my eyes
,,I-I am so-"
My voice broke
,,Lover what are you doing here!"
Age was nearly screaming at me.
I could feel the mascara run down my cheeks and my breath starting to get fast
It wasn't long until I let loud sobs, realising what I just witnessed, trying to not lose balance while my vision was blurry from the water in my eyes
,,lover I didn't know you where-„
Before she could finish her sentence I already stumbled out of the bathroom trying to control myself not to break down crying
I quickly rushed to the door of the bar and hoped into the next taxi
Why would she do this to me
I thought she liked me but she was playing with me all this time knowing what a sensitive person I was
All bc of me being dumb and naive

<Rep>
Oh god what did I do

An: I am soo sorry to put you through this
Also this chapter was already finished but wattpad decided to delete it from my drafts so I had to rewrite it completely and the one before was much better... I was really sad about it but I hope you still like it (you prolly won't cause that chapter is so mean)
Love y'all and stay tuned I will make it up to you trust me!💓😽