Call me your lover

Right where you left me

<Rep>
,,...no seriously Lover what is this?"
,,Rep it's just...i love you and I can't live without you but you deserve better. I can't even give you that much pleasure..."
,,Lov are you breaking up with me??"
,,Rep I am so sorry-"
,,NO"
She looked at me in shock
But so did I
This couldn't seriously be happening rn
All these months for nothing
All of my love for nothing
Just to lose the love of my life
,,LOVER ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME"
I started screaming at her and I could see the fears in her eyes and her arms twitching when I got closer
But my emotions just took over
,,I-I-rep p-pls"
,,NO THIS CANNOT BE TRUE I LOVE YOU OKAY I WANT TO MARRY YOU I WANT TO HAVE YOUR KIDS AND I WANT TO HAVE A DAMN RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU"
I could see tears streaming down her face
,,Rep,... I am sorry"
And with that she stood up and left the room
It wasn't long until I heard my front door close
She was gone
And I was right where she left me

I didn't sleep that night
How could I
I didn't know what's wrong and where that came from
I thought of every scenario
I guess she just doesn't love me
I layed down
And I could feel warm water on my cheeks
Tears.
I haven't cried in so long and now I was laying in my cold bed waiting for lover to come back and tell me that it was a joke
But I know she wouldn't
And I knew that this relationship was going to end
We're just too different
But I am so deeply in love with her and I can't just give that up...

<Lover>
I didn't know what to do
I just did the one thing my voices told me to do
And it bothered me
Cause I just lost the love of my life because I was to afraid to get too close to someone
Too afraid to end up like my last relationship
To not be able to end things cause it was already too late
And to find myself laying in a bad and trying to just get it over with
I walked through the rain down the street to the bus stop
I sat down to wait
I sat there for too long
Dust collecting in my pinned up hair
I didn't read that the bus wasn't coming tonight
I was stuck in the middle of the town dressed in a skirt and a top
It was raining and I was freezing
And my relationship fell apart.

An: ok so pls don't hate me
Hopefully it's gonna be okay
But only one thing...
I asked the traffic lights if it'll be alright
They said IDK
😽😽
Have a good night/day/morning