The Beauty of My First Love

"Summer's Boring"

Amelia's POV

My mom isn't feeling good.

She just isn't.

And my hope is lowering.

When we dropped Aaron and Maddie off and arrived at our house I wish my mother and father were there, waiting for us. But neither of them were.

Our dad was on a weekend trip. I think he has a girlfriend.

My parents divorced once my dad found out about moms cancer, he just couldnt handle it. As he had lost his sister from cancer aswell. 

I think that was pretty fucking selfish of him but it doesn't bother me, its not my feelings or my wife. Its my parents and I have to support their decisions, even if they have an effect on me.

As I'm laying on my living room couch I get a notification.

Aaron: I want to take you out to lunch.

Me: Excuse me?

Aaron: You and me, food, together, eating.

Me: I'm not free

Aaron: I didn't even say when. Also, darling. You cant get out of this. Either you agree and come yourself or Ill physically bring you here, its your choice too. 

Me: Aaron, I'm not going on a date with you when you called me mentally messed up.

Aaron: Sorry.

Me: That's not going to do it. 

Seen

Seen? Fucking seen? The guy left me on seen when he asked me out?

Whatever, Im too tired for this anyways.

Suddenly I heard a honk coming from the back of my building.

I know, in horror movies they always go outside to check out a  strange noise, but cmon. Were not in some fantasy where ghosts fly around and witches poison apples. This is life.

So I walk outside and go to my balcony, it was around ten, there isn't a lot of people around this time, especially not in summer. But I see a red jeep..

Holy shit!

Why is Aaron in front of my house?!

I sprint out of my apartment and down the stairs.

"Awh, are you excited to see me?" says Aaron, as he's leaning on his car.

"What the actual fuck are you doing here?!" I yell at him.

"Is this going to do it?" He shows, as he lifts his sleeve up and my name pops up. 

This boy was going to be the death of me.

There were many thoughts running through my head.

Cry.

Insult him.

Punch him.

Kick him.

Laugh.

Kiss him.

Woah-

Kiss him.

And before I knew it, I was making out with Aaron Matthews, for the third fucking time.

As I'm realizing what's happening I immediately pull away to speak.

"I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have done it. But what were you thinking?! Getting my name tattooed?"

"What? Planning to change your name some time soon?"

"How are you going to explain it to Elliot."

"Tell the truth?"

"Okay but what is the truth?"

He runs his face with his hand and says under breath "I- I don't know."

I scoff and roll my eyes.

"Hey, don't blame me? Okay. You're the one that kissed me first." he says.

Ouch.

"Its not like I held a gun to your head."

Big silence.

"I should probably-." 

"Im not going to have any kind of meal with you, nor am I going to speak to you in private. As a matter of fact if you happen to see me on the street Ill just continue walking. Because in no way in hell will I risk my brothers friendship just for something that will end with my heart being broken. And yes, you should probably leave. I hope that tattoo is fake." I say.

"I don't want to fucking go on a date with you I want to see you eat! Don't you realize? I know your anorexia is back, you just  want to keep it in secret." he  yells.

"Don't you fucking talk about me like that you dirty asshole." I bite.

"Choke on your food- oops sorry, not quite the insult that should be used here."

"You cant be so fucking comfortable with me, Aaron Matthews. You might be physically  but  are mentally no stronger then I am. So maybe, lets talk about your eating habits. Huh? When have you last eaten."

"Why the fuck don't you get that the reason I'm doing this is because I care about you!"

"Well maybe you shouldn't."