The Beauty of My First Love

"Summer's Regretful"

Aarons POV

When I got those odd texts from Amelia I wasn't sure what to think, after the ball I did go home and packed my bag for the next day.

I had just gotten home from a long orientation day when somebody rang the doorbell.

I opened the door and saw Amelia, completely red out of breath.

"I'm so so so so-" She paused to catch breath. "sorry. I never should have even thought you would cheat on me and that's actually Liam and Zoe in the clip I'm so so sorry I-" 

"Woa-woah. Amelia, calm down. Its not a big deal." I said, wrapping my hands around her back.

"I really am sorry, I mean we basically just started dating and Im already thinking you cheated on me like I don't trust you." She said, as she was pulling away from the hug.

"You don't?" I asked.

"No, no. I do trust you, its just that your older and I don't know." She said, looking up.

"Two years isn't that much, and I would never cheat on you, you know that." I reassured her, but its like she still felt insecure.

"I mean, if you want to break up with me you can, you don't need to worry about my eating disorder or anything." She unironically said.

"Where did that come from?" I widened my eyes.

"Okay, now I get that was a really stupid thing to say, I'm sorry." She said.

"Its fine." I just said.

"Do you want to break up with me?" She quietly said.

"No, why would I want that. I love you." I said.

"I love you too, I'm sorry I'm being like this." She admits.

"You have to quit apologizing to me, okay?" I tuck her hair behind her ear.

"Can you drive me home? I kind of ran the way here." She asks, and I nod.

In the car, we chatted about how our days went, if we were feeling alright, and stuff like that.

If Im being honest, my is heart saying I should ask her to marry me, but my brain says I shouldn't move forward with the relationship.

We are obviously too young to get married, Amelia hasn't even finished high school yet, but my heart still beats for her, I think it always will.

My brain, Im going to ignore. I want to be with Amelia, its all I've ever really wanted. I've never felt this way about anybody but her.

I dropped her off at her apartment building and was heading back home, when I got a phone call from my mother.

She was crying and she snakingly said. :"Honey, your dad is in the hospital, here in Greece. Maybe you should book a flight, okay?"

That's when I heard a loud noise and felt an extreme pain in my cheek.