Mistakes| lando Norris & Charles Leclerc

Your heart was glass, i dropped it

I walked into the paddock with Charles and Jules, people were asking for pictures and he obviously stopped.

  I waited for him and so many people asked to see Jules, of course I let them. When the photos were done I walk into the Red Bull garage, " okay put these headphone on" said Christian, I was confused. "I need you to be there for your brother when he needs you, your the only one who can calm him down" I would be with the rest of the engineers, it wasn't terrifying but a bit odd. " am I even allowed to be there" he shrugs and walks off, what the hell is about to happen. My brother walks up to me with lando and Lance tracing behind him , he points and the headphone, "what are you an engineer" he laugh. I still surprised, I look up at him, "I am, Christian just handed them over to me and said I knew how to handle you. I didn't even study this. I know the basics but what the actual fuck" I say and he looks over at Christian and he was smiling at us and gave us a thumbs up. " what the fuck, I can't do this. What am I suppose to tell you" Hannah walks up to me and tries to calm me down, "it's okay I'll help you but we need you because your the only one you can calm your brother down" I look at her like a crazy person, "you guys act like you don't have any extra engineers but okay, you better not leave me Hannah" she nods and embraces me into a hug. " don't worry" how could I not worry, I was literally freaking out and shitting myself. "Lando, please get Charles. She's freaking me out as well" I look over at him and roll my eyes. Lando was on his way back with Charles, I hug him so hard. "What's wrong bebe?" I look at the engineers and point at them, " they're making me sit with them. So I can help max relax. That's not my degree" he laughs and grabs my face, " you'll be fine love, I promise. I love you and good luck" I nod and give him a kiss, " bye bye potato. I love you so much be careful. I don't need anything happening to you. Love you way too much" he said his goodbyes, even to Jules before he headed back to his garage, " I want Charles, I need Charles. I love Charles" max said pushing my head away, " hey leave me alone, he's gorgeous isn't he" my brother rolled his eyes, Lance hugs me, " good luck wifey" he gives me a quick hug before leaving with lando.

Here goes nothing I say, I sit there and let them do their job. Until they ask me to talk to him, "max, how are the tires. How are you feeling them" I hear him sound surprised, "oh my sister is an actual engineer today. Oh my god this is so exciting, everything is good Stella" that was nerve wrecking, when the race was done my brother runs straight to me, he hugs me so hard I almost saw the light. I congratulated my brother, we both look to our right and see lando and Charles run towards him, they all do a handshake and laugh. "Weirdos" I say and try walking away, Charles grabs my arm, " heard you were a good engineer today, look at you Bebe" my brother pretends he's throwing up, lando hits his shoulder, " thank you lando, anyway I did. Helped Maxie boy over here, never want to do that again" I guess Christian over heard and looks over at us, " yes you are" my jaw drops and I turn around, "I THOUGHT THIS WAS A ONE TIME THING, depression" I said and lay my head on Charles, "hide me, this was so terrifying" he pats my head and hugs me from the back. Lance walks up to us and looks over at Charles and I, " ew back to square one" he rolls his eyes and Charles was a bit confused on what he meant, lando and I were trying to hold in our laugh," shut up Lance, also Charles I'm leaving you. Lance and I are getting married" I say walking away from him and holding Lance arm, "we're the money tree" we say smiling and walking away. Charles didn't stop it, he just laughed.

"Lovey dovey with Charles I see, you shattered lando today. After you both were being so affectionate in the morning he feels betrayed and hurt Stella. I know your married to Charles but come on. We all know you guys are meant to be, I meant that. The reason he hasn't spoken to you is because he knows he'll break, he tried explaining to me and his voice was cracking so bad. That man loves you so much, even the relationship he's in doesn't matter to him. He won't touch her because your the only girl he ever wants to touch, he kisses her but will never touch you. He loves you so much stell, as my wife I need you to understand babe" I took in what he said although the last sentence did make me giggle a bit. " I understand Lance but he's my husband, I really do love Charles" he puts his phone down and collects the clothes he was changing into, "if you love him the way you say you do, you wouldn't cheat on him. I'm just saying Stella" he walks away leaving me alone. I walk back to the Red Bull garage and collect my belongings along with Jules, "let's go with papa julie bean" he laughs and plays with the car he was holding, "oh wow who gave you that"he points straight ahead, I turn my head, "ando" he smiles and plays with his car again. Lando. Lando gave him a toy car to play with. I walk to him and Oscar, I think Oscar understood and took a hint, he left. "I'm sorry if you were uncomfortable with me being affectionate with Charles" he doesn't say anything but look at the floor, " lando he's my husband" he scoffs and smirks, "yea should've thought about that when you kissed me at the club and when you were in my room making out with me, you know that's the last thing I want to see, Why couldn't you do it anywhere else, not in front of me. Get away from me Stella" I didn't move so he left, he stormed out of the room and threw something across. Great, what did I get myself into.

I should not be making my own decisions honestly. I need to stop.