not without my muse

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February

I was tired, Charles was in the living room with Jules. I get up and change to my regular clothes, I really needed a coffee.

I walk into the living room and Charles was laughing at his phone, hmm whatever

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I walk into the living room and Charles was laughing at his phone, hmm whatever. He smiles at me and I walk into the garage and decide to take the G-Wagon. I drive over to the Starbucks and park my car, as I try to run I drop my keys. Fuck, "I got them" I look at it was max, Lando's best friend. I smile at him. "I haven't seen you in such a long time. He gives me a hug and I walk away. It was a bit awkward. I order my coffee and walk back into my car, I noticed a paper on my windshield. I walk out and grab it, "if you still love lando meet me tomorrow so we can talk" I rip it up and throwing it at the nearest trash can.
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Australian Gp
I put my glasses on because it was way too sunny, I walk up to my brother and give him a schedule of the week.

Jules and Blair were in the paddock with my mom, they were so excited to watch the race today

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Jules and Blair were in the paddock with my mom, they were so excited to watch the race today. Qualifying went great yesterday. I walk into the garage and sign a few osiers before wishing Charles luck. I run over to the Ferrari garage and charlotte was there, I give her a hug and Charles kisses my cheek. "Be careful Charles" he smiles and his smile fades, "this is actually my first time noticing him staring at you" he points at lando and I pretend I didn't see him. I put my head down and walk away. I try fast walking and he grabs my arm, "you've been running away from me" I don't respond and fake a deep breathe, "how are you Stella" i look up at him and smile, "I'm good" he looks into my eyes and I start feeling myself get shy.
"Stella" I look over at Charles and give him a nod, "still your security I see" I roll my eyes, "leave him alone" I say trying to walk away, "Stella please talk to me" I turn and look back at him, "you saved that ring all these years, all these years just for you to give it to her, you didn't even love her lando" I nod and walk away from him, he grabs my waist and I look around, I drop his arm. "There's paparazzi lando stop" he bites his lip, "I'm sorry but I love you" I cover his mouth and look around. Everyone in the Alfa Romero garage was staring at us. "Stop, no you don't" he shakes his head and grabs my face, "but I do" I walk away and run into the red Bull garage. No.

My brother looked over at me, "are you okay?" I nod and pick Jules up. "Yeah everything good, come on Julie bean let's go get papa" I walk over to the Ferrari hospitality where Charles was at. He smile at me while Jules and I are sitting at a table. Pascale walk up to us and give him a kiss, "wonderful boy you two made" we laugh and he hugs me, "he's our boy" I lean on him and he kisses my head.
    We walk to the car and Charles straps jules in his car seat, I was on my phone scrolling on instagram. When Charles gets in he looks over at me, "did you really run away from lando?" He says laughing, I place my hand on his face, "alright that is enough Charles" he starts laughing and I nod on the decision I made.

    "He told me he loves me" his smile quickly faded away, "oh I see now" I nod and I look over at him. "How am I suppose to be with him when I feel like the same person, I can't love lando. Not after everything" he slightly smiled at me, "everything will work out in the end my love" I lean on the window as he drives off. It's crazy that after all these years he never fails to leave my head, I think it's the fact that our story was left undone. I roll the window down for some air, fuck. Why does my life have to be like this.
"I'm worry if I ever hurt your in the process Charles, I just want you to be happy" he places his hand on my leg, "you've made me happy by gifting me something so amazing, I met you, my best friend and I have Jules. What more can I ask for" I smile at him and look down at my phone.

My brother was calling me, "what" he starts laughing, "you ran away from lando" I roll my eyes and hang up. He kept on calling me but I don't respond. Wants to laugh at me.

"Everyone's bullying you lmaoo" says Charles, "let's go shopping" I say, he shrugs and that's exactly where we were going, shopping. We walk in to the dolce Gabbana and grab a few clothes for Jules and Blair.
"Okay but what about you, your so a mom" I lay my head on his shoulder, "yeah Charles that's kind of my job, I'm our child's mother. And Blair's" he leave and walks into the women section. Who knows for what reason. He ended buying a few things and we walk towards the car, "the things I bought are for you because you think about everyone but yourself, I even saw you buy me a jacket in secret, in secret Stella? I was right there and you thought you were being sneaky" I started laughing and he pushes me, "your weird, oh by the way your Yale friends called and said that lando called them" I look over at Charles, "for what did he call them for" he shrugs and I was a bit curious.

"Let's forget about it and explore today, down?" I nod and he kisses my hand.
"Good"

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