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by Musselin
by Musselin
                                    
                                              after the third class of the day I was on my way to my locker again. this time I tried to avoid getting knocked in to someone. I succeeded, kind of. instead my group of friends came over to me and forced me to go to the cafeteria for lunch. 
                          after eating with them I tried to sneak away to my locker but my best friend Noel caught me and said:
-"hey Max why are you leaving?"
(oh yeah my name is Max btw)
and I answered with:
-"I'm just going to pick up some books for my last class"
that didn't work as I expected. 
                          of course my last class had to be music, and for that you don't need books. Noel knew this since we had that class together. and of course he had to tell the other guys this and there it was. I had no excuse to leave. that meant that I have to pick up the notebook after music and take it home with me. yey. 
                          I wasn't that unhappy during music class. I mean I love music. I can play guitar, so I just sat there and played for 2 hours. I didn't even think about that special book in my locker. okay maybe one time, or two. okay maybe three times but not more than that. 
                          after class I hurried to my locker, took out the book and drove home. yes I'm eighteen, I am allowed to drive my own car. nobody was home so I had all time for myself and the notebook. I sat down on my bed and opened it. at the first page it was a date: January 12 2015. that day had already passed and I decided to look more to what's been written. It said:
                          plan A: pills from the bottle on the middle shelf to the left in the bathroom locker. if this wouldn't work as expected (meaning throwing them up again) go to plan B. 
                          plan B: the train. lay down at the railing somewhere before time hits 6.17pm. that's when the train will pass. 
                          that's all the first page said, but up in the right corner it was a red X. by this time I didn't know what all of this meant. but what I did know was that I wanted to find out really badly. so, I flipped through some more pages and then I realized what all of this was. 
                          this is suicide plans for this unknown girl Amanda.