insecure

10

during lunch my friends started to discuss the movie. I couldn't say anything cause I didn't watch it but they would never have to know that. Amanda though, she had seen the movie and was fully involved with the discussion. I was shocked, I didn't know she was into movies...

after lunch we started to walk out and Amanda grabbed my arm right after I've left my brick. she dragged me outside to the hall we've been standing in earlier. she was the one to start taking.

-"you're friends are really cool. I thought you guys were like extremely nerdy but you weren't. sorry for being a stereotype but honestly I'm used to the "popular" gang, she said.

-"I told you that they would like you. I would have loved to be involved with the conversation but I haven't watched that movie, I said scratching the back of my neck.

-"yeah I noticed. by the way I dragged you with me for a reason, she said a little quite.

I started to fiddle with my fingers, what would she talk to me about. I felt myself getting nervous, dammit.

-"I wanted to ask you if you maybe, uhhm, wanted to hang out today. you know after school. we could go to my place, my parents won't be home for a couple of hours" she said nervously but smiling.

-"yeah sure! meet me by my locker after school?" I asked.

-"yeah ok cool"

she stood up on her toes and hugged me. then she walked away, probably going to her locker. I needed to go get by books to, so I started walking to my own locker.

after taking out my last books for the day I put them in my bag and locked the locker. I was just about to turn around but I was pushed against the metal lockers. really hard 

-"listen idiot, if you don't leave me girlfriend alone I will beat the shut out of you do you understand?!" Aron growled against my ear.

-"she came to me, I was just being nice. and you're the idiot who thinks that she  will be a different person by just talking  to me" I said back as I tried to turn around. it didn't work cause he was much stronger than me.

he slammed me against the lockers one more time and then he left. other students were filling up the hallway, I guessed he didn't want to get in trouble. or he just didn't want to be seen with someone like me.

//an// listening to music while writing this chapter. so I'm happy, what are you guys up to??//