insecure

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I woke up and totally forgot where I was. then I felt someone laying on top of me, Amanda. then I remembered us ditching school, eating pizza and watching a movie. or more like, sleep through a movie.

she started to move slightly and I poked her cheeks.

-"mom 5 more minutes please" she whined.

I chuckled and poked he cheek again.

-"wake up Amanda, you're heavy" I said still giggling.

-"oh shit sorry" she said and sat up.

right on my little friend. and feel me when I say that it was awkward. I moaned. MOANED.

she noticed and started to laugh loudly. then she got up and walked out of the room, holding her stomach because of the laughing.

-"get up or I'm eating dinner without you" she said from a room I thought was the kitchen.

I got up and walked into the kitchen without a blush coating my cheeks. I swear she's killing me of embarrassment.

-"I heard food" I said and yawned. we must have slept for at least 2 hours.

we cooked dinner together and ate it while talking about story's from when we were kids. she told me about the first time she went on a skiing trip with her family and she met a girl called Johanna. they became good friends and played together during the whole trip but then they lost contact when they got home.

my story was just about when I broke my arm when I was 8. I just fell on the street and broke it. then I went around with a cast for 5 weeks and everyone wanted to write they're name on it.

almost an half hour later we were still talking about memories. that was until the door opened and we heard someone walking into the room.

in came a woman in maybe her early 40's. she glared angrily at me the looks to Amanda.

-"who is this and what is he doing here?" she said with a harsh tone.

-"hi I'm Max, nice to meet you" I said smiling and stretched out my hand so she could take it. she looked at it in disgust and then rolled her eyes.

-"you need to go, Amanda show him out" she said and walked away from us, bumping into my shoulder on the way.

Amanda looked scared and embarrassed as she gave me the sign to start walking towards the door. I did as told and started to put on my shoes. we walked out the door and stood on her porch.

-"I didn't know that she would come home. I'm sorry that I didn't warn you about her rudeness" she said and scratched the back of her neck.

-"no it's okay, she wasn't that bad" I lied. she was horrible at meeting someone for the first time. was it me or was she always like that?

she shrugged and went closer to me. first I thought that she would kiss me, but then I remembered that we were only friends. weird.

instead she stood on her toes and hugged me warmly and whispered a "goodbye" in my ear. we pulled back and I waved at her as a my way to say goodbye. the she walked back into the house and I could hear the woman screaming things like:

-"YOU ALWAYS BRING HOME SOMEONE NEW"

-"SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT THAT MY DAUGHTER SLEEPS AROUND WITH ALL GUYS IN THE SCHOOL"

and after hearing those terrible words from someone I thought were her mom I kind of understand why she has the notebook.

her life at home makes her feel like shit.

//an// listening to 'panic at the disco!' while writing this. I really enjoy good bands (the picture is not mine, it's from google) //