insecure

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I opened the door to my house. Amanda walked in first, took of her shoes and ran over to my sofa. she jumped down on it and started to play with her fingers. I walked in the living room and sat down beside her.

-"what do you wanna do bad boy?" she said laughing.

-"the bad boy doesn't know, have any ideas?"

-"no not really, what were you gonna do if I didn't come with you?"

-"clean myself up from what Aron did I guess, but that can wait"

-"no you could get infected, let me help you" she said and sat up with a small smile on her face.

I shrugged and stood up. then I got my hand linked with hers. she seemed to like holding it so she gladly took it in her own hand and got up. I walked with her into the bathroom and took out band-aids and something to clean my wounds with.

she took my shirt over my head without me thinking about. I blushed, I wasn't really confident over my body.

-"Max it's okay, you are hot" she said smiling up at me. I guess she noticed by discomfort.

she went for the clear liquid and poured it to a small cotton ball. then she went down on her knees so she could rub the small wound that was still bleeding.

-"holy.... that stings so bad" I said with my teeth pressed to my bottom lip.

-"sorry, I'm almost done" she said, still focusing on fixing me up.

after a short amount of minutes I was cleaned up and had band-aids at a few parts of my body. I was thankful because she did this for me, so I said thank you at least five times.

-"well that didn't take long. we still have all day to do stuff" she said and sat down on my couch again.

-"I'm getting kind of hungry, are you up for food?" I asked her and walked to get my jacket.

-"hell yeah, but you will have to pay. you made me ditch school" she said and walked towards me.

-"okay fine. and we're getting pizza btw, since I know it's you favorite"

-"you remember that?" she asked with a confused face.

-"yeah why wouldn't I? you told me only days ago"

-"my friends never pays much attention to when I talk about things. Aron didn't either, so I'm not really used to it" she said with a frown. but then she smiled at me and took my hand in hers again.

-"doesn't seen like good friends to me, and I would never date someone who didn't listen to me"

-"yeah I know, thank you for kind of making me brake up with Aron. I didn't realize how big of a jerk he was"

-"no problem, but let's go get that pizza cause I'm starving" I said dragging her out if my house.

I feel like I'm making her happier, and that feels good. she makes me happy, and that feels even better.

//an// this took a while, but I'm blaming school even if it has only been 3 days of it//