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•Fyodor- Love•

Bro I literally wrote this last week without knowing Fyodor was actually gonna die in the anime 😭 I'm grieving
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Fyodor is sitting in his room, peacefully playing his chello. Fyodor's boyfriend, Y/n, enters the room and leans on the doorframe while silently listening.

The music was lovely, a song that Fyodor had written for Y/n. "My love?" He turned his head slightly, so he could see Y/n  "Have you been watching?"

"I have" Y/n giggles and walks over to Fyodor, giving him a small kiss on the cheek.

"it's nice to know that you like listening to my playing" Fyodor placed the cello on the stand and turned to hug Y/n tightly, he leaned his head onto viktor's chest, he just wanted to feel his warmth.

Y/n smiles and hugs Fyodor back, while running his fingers through Fyodor's silky black hair. (It's not greasy 🙄)

Fyodor held Y/n tightly "oh, how I adore you.. my love" He kissed him on the cheek and smiled before going back to burying his face into his chest.

"Hehe, I love you Fyodor, I love you very much" Y/n said while planting another kiss on Fyodors pale cheek.

Fyodor turned his head to face Y/n and pulled himself closer to him. He smiled and spoke softly "I could happily die in your arms my love, I love you with all of my heart and soul.."

"Oh don't even mention death, you know I don't like that..." Y/n said while burying his face in Fyodor's shoulder and hugging him tighter.

Fyodor's hug tightened even further, he was just so content just being in his lovers arms "I just meant it as a figure of speech my dear"

Fyodor was holding Y/n really close, he was happy for the reassurance that he was real, it felt like a fantasy to have Y/n in his arms like this.

Then the scene skips to present day.

The two lovers are on a burning building, explosives going off in the distance, Fyodor was impaled through the stomach.

Y/n is on his knees, holding Fyodor tightly while pleading for him to stay awake and alive. He can hear the explosives, he just doesn't care.

Fyodor looked up at Y/n, tears ran down his face, he was afraid but he wasn't ready to die yet. He tried to reassure his lover.

"please, do not worry, everything will be fine.. I love you" Fyodor tried to smile but it was evident that Fyodor was struggling, his blood continued to leak from the wound and spread across his shirt.

"S-stay with me please...love, stay with me...don't go, not yet.." Y/n pleaded through sobs, he can hear the explosions getting closer and closer.

He doesn't care.

Fyodor is his number one priority right now.

Fyodor coughed a little, there was a lot of blood in his mouth still "shhh.. It's alright my love"

Fyodor coughed again and started choking for a moment, he was struggling to speak "I love you... I do not regret anything, I lived my life with my most desired person, there is no need to be upset."

Fyodor coughed once again, a lot of blood mixed with spit came up "just remember me my love." He smiled but it was hard to do so, he was still choking on the blood.

"F-Fyodor..." Y/n whispered and put a hand on Fyodor's cheek. The explosions are getting closer and closer, means there no chance Viktor will live anymore either...

They're stuck on the building.

Fyodor tried to look at Y/n and speak but he was struggling with choking on his own blood "I love you... so much.. I am not scared.. i am so glad to have been yours. I will be waiting for you in heaven." He coughed once again but it was a bad one, he was barely clinging on now.

Y/n got an idea. "...I'm not going without you..." he said with determination.

Without a second thought Y/n picked up Fyodor and held him tightly while he started running towards the edge of the building. Tears still running down his cheeks.

Fyodor was scared, he closed his eyes. Y/n held him tight, that felt very comforting to Fyodor, he took that as the meaning that there were no regrets here. It was better than dying and leaving him alone.

The explosions kept getting louder and louder until the two were at the edge. Fyodor opened his eyes again and looked down.

Y/n stopped at the edge of the building, it's a long long drop. "Keep your eyes closed love... just relax.." Y/n whispered while rubbing Fyodor's back, holding him tightly. Preparing for what he'll do next.

Fyodor followed the instructions, it seemed his last moment of life would be very calm. He closed his eyes and waited for the fall.

This was it, he was sure the end would hurt but he had to be strong for Y/n, he looked like he was ready for it. He breathed deeply one last time. A tear ran down Fyodors cheek as he prepared for the end.

"It'll be alright...I love you Fyodor..." Y/n whispered before jumping off the edge, holding Fyodor as tight as he can while still hearing the explosions getting closer.

Fyodor felt his life rushing through him like a wave, his thoughts became incoherent, the wind against his face was his last sensation.

They was now falling. Fyodor looked down, his lover was there with him still, there was no regret or fear.

Fyodor could no longer feel anything, he was dying and becoming unconscious. Y/n loudly yelled someone's name but it was incoherent to Fyodor. the sound of Y/n yelling became distant as all sounds started to fade out.

A smile was on Fyodor's face and no regret was left in his heart. He would get to stay with Y/n for eternity in heaven after all.

Suddenly Fyodor's eyes snap open, he looked around and realizes he's in a hospital bed.

Fyodor wounds are wrapped and treated, there's a few burns but nothing too major.

He notices a large amount of weight on his side, he looks over and sees Y/n, alive and asleep, also with bandages and a few burns.

Fyodor stayed as still as possible, he didn't want to disturb Y/n, he just wanted to see him and be with him again. Fyodor didn't want to leave his touch.

He had tears in his eyes, he was happy that they were still alive and together. Fyodor placed a hand on Y/n's chest to feel the warmth again. He smiled and looked down at him.

Y/n wakes up and looks over at Fyodor, carefully wrapping his arms around Fyodor while smiling up at him. "I told you we'd be fine..." he whispered.

Fyodor was relieved and his smile got wider, he let out a sigh and moved to hug Y/n tightly, he was not letting him go again. He spoke softly to Y/n.

"I cannot believe it, I am so relieved that I am still here my lovely. It's too early for us to leave each other, darling. You really are the miracle that kept me alive" Fyodor expression changed to one of complete joy and he pulled Y/n closer to him.

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Btw the name Y/n screamed was Nikolai's lmao, for explanation on why: to simply used his cape to save them both the way he did to Sigma (idk how to explain it)