Dark Secrets

Chapter 60

Alec was discovering Magnus mouth with his tongue as the hot water caused the room filling with steam. Magnus body was shaking and he wasn't sure his legs could keep carrying his body if Alec continued to touch his skin. "I like the sounds you make...moan for me." Alec's voice was deep but quiet and his sensual hip rolls against Magnus send him straight to heaven. Alec's hand slowly slid down to Magnus dick and first he just brushed over it with the back of his hand. He pulled back from the kiss watching Magnus' reaction and he finally saw how red Magnus cheeks and ears were. Partly from embarrassed but mainly from arousement.

"Just let it out, my Dear...don't be shy." Alec took Magnus member in his hand giving it a firm squeeze and Magnus squealed. "Mhhh...you like that?" Alec couldn't help but tease Magnus liking the affect he had on him. Magnus buried his face in Alec's chest and nodded. A small cry filled the room when Alec squeezed the tip of Magnus' dick harder than it could cause just pleasure. "I didn't hear you, my Dear." Alec couldn't help it but he was too weak to hide all his dominance and by Magnus reaction he knew he liked it. "Ye-Yes, Master." Magnus stuttered and he could feel a thicker liquid than water squirting out of his dick. Alec slowly begun to stroke Magnus dick and he smirked hearing Magnus moan louder.

It wasn't long until Alec could feel Magnus warm substance run down his fingers and Magnus member returned limb. Magnus was breathing heavily and he couldn't think straight. Many thoughts were driving roller coaster in his head and he felt so overwhelmed but Alec was having the perfect reaction. He held his hand under the water washing the stickiness off before he wrapped his arms around Magnus. Alec knew the first intimate moment with another person could cause quite a mess of emotions. "You're okay?" Alec was rubbing Magnus back only getting a nod as an answer but playtime was over and Alec accepted a nod gladly. Alec and Magnus stayed like that for a long moment and then Alec helped Magnus wash up. He let Magnus stay under the warm water giving him time alone to process while he got dressed.

"Come out." Alec stood in front of the shower with a huge black towel and Magnus stept out of the shower. Magnus let Alec wrap the big towel around his wet body preventing even the chance of him freezing. "You did so well...thank you for putting your trust in me." Alec wasn't used being nice to his subs after playtime but Magnus needed it and he knew that. Magnus was blinking shyly with his thick lashes and Alec couldn't help but smile. "You're probably exhausted." Alec added surprising Magnus when he just lifted him up in a bridelstyle yet it was true. Magnus was really worn out. Alec carried Magnus to his bedroom and placed him on his usual sleeping side. "I'll get you some cloths...just take some rest." Alec couldn't explain why it felt so easy to be that gentle with Magnus but he never wanted to stop treating Magnus like a prince.

Magnus snuggled into the comfy blanket and buried his face in the pillow that smelled like Alec. He didn't realize how quickly he drifted into sleep and before Alec got the chance to give him anything to wear he was tight asleep. "Magnus?" Alec shook his head with a small smile when he realized Magnus was in a deep sleep and he sat down next to him. He pulled the blanket up to cover Magnus shoulder and he brushed the wet strains of hair out of his face. "You'll be fine, right? I hope you're strong enough but no matter how deep it will hurt you you're not alone...from now on you'll never be alone again." Alec placed his hand on Magnus cheek caressing the smooth skin beneath Magnus eyes with his thumb. Magnus gave Alec some sort of inner peace he didn't know his soul was craving for.

The world could shatter in a million pieces and just because of one little smile of Magnus Alec knew it would be just fine. Years ago Alec made a pack with himself never allowing his heart to open up again. He packed all these painful feelings in a small box locking it in into the darkness of his soul. No one in all these years was able to leave marks on the walls build around his heart. Many hearts broke trying to save Alec's but Magnus...Magnus just had to give him a smile...just one look and Alec's walls collapsed. "We will figure this out together." Alec didn't want to give in his needs of affection but what if he just needed Magnus affection. Everyone in the world could die and he wouldn't mind but if he lost Magnus he'd lose more than just a heart.

Magnus was still asleep but he lifted his hand pressing Alec's palm stronger to his cheek. Alec was scared how happy Magnus made him almost happy enough to forget about the call. Almost just wasn't enough. He let go of Magnus cheek and headed to his office making a few calls to change his number. "I don't want anyone to give any information about me...everyone who asks about me will be blocked and lead on. Get that?" Alec wished he could just take a petrol can a lighter and burn down all memories of his past. He did well running form it why did it suddenly catch up with him so fast?

"Alexander?" Magnus sleepy voice smoothed Alec's anger immediately. "I'm in the office." Alec ended his meeting call. approaching Magnus half way and Magnus immediately snuggled in Alec's chest. "Why are you awake already? You only slept for like 20 minutes." Alec asked rubbing Magnus back while Magnus pressed his nose to Alec's chest trying to save his scent. "Just needed a power nap." Magnus mumbled making Alec chuckle. Alec didn't realize how he lost himself in his feelings for Magnus. He didn't realize how he acted that affectionately like he always did that. "It's only 5...want to watch a movie?" Magnus didn't hesitate with his answer and quickly nodded. "Let's go then." Alec dragged Magnus through the house down the stairs and Magnus eyes grew huge when he saw the big tv wall.

"Wow...if I had known you earn that much as an FBI Agent I would have sighned up for that job ages ago." Magnus was walking around trailing his finger over the soft fabric of the couch and Alec watched him. For a child that used to have nothing Alec's place looked like a castle and both of them knew what it was like to have nothing...at least Magnus would find out what it feels like. "Let's watch a series...I will just come to your house and we watch it together every time I want to." Magnus snuggled next to Alec on the couch and it should make Alec happy. It should make him happy hearing how Magnus wanted to spend time with him but it made him sad. Hearing how Magnus was talking about going home made him sad because he knew soon there would be no home anymore.

"Oh you will come by for much more interesting stuff." Alec whispered in Magnus ear and pulled Magnus on his lap. Magnus cheek were heating up and he was glad the light was dimmed. "I know we didn't really talk about that but I worked on a contract that may suit both of us...it's not ready yet but I make sure you get to read it as soon as it's done." Alec never had a contract with anyone but he knew what he wanted and he knew what he didn't want but with Magnus it was difficult. Alec always had to hold back his entire strength but he never gave his subs a break if he knew they didn't need one. He never held back his desires with them or hesitate to leave marks on them but not with Magnus. Only the thought of doing any harm to Magnus beautiful body made Alec's body shiver.

"I'd like that...I guess I still have a lot to learn about this lifestyle." Magnus leaned back resting his back on Alec's chest and Alec smiled softly. "I can give you some stuff to read and some websites you can trust...not everything that's written on the internet is true." Alec hated that Magnus already had bad experiences with this lifestyle and yet he didn't even know it really. Magnus didn't know it yet but Alec knew that Michaeles actions left bigger prints on him than he thought. Trauma can seem so small to someone until it gets triggered. "Okay and when are we going to the club?" Magnus was very excited to see all the other subs again and he was curious about the lifestyle.

"Slowly...not everything at once. Give yourself some time." Alec couldn't tell Magnus that maybe after tomorrow he wouldn't want to leave his bed for a very long time. He wished he could protect Magnus pure soul from any harm but he had to save Magnus' life first. "Mhh...I'd like to go there soon." Magnus pouted but he suddenly felt a sharp pain and he squealed. "Rule number 1 don't pout." Alec had just pinched his nipple and Magnus rubbed it still pouting tho. "Then you're gonna have to punish me a lot...I like to pout." Magnus complained and crossed his hands over his chest. "I don't mind that." Alec used his sexy deep and seductive voice that always made Magnus heart flutter. "Alright let's turn the tv on before I can't stop myself and you won't be able to walk tomorrow." Alec knew how to tease and Magnus swallowed the lump in his throat his cheeks bright red...//tbc