(Light in this Hellish World) Lisa Garland x Male Reader | Dead By Daylight

Chapter 12

(Y/N) was in the middle of picking up his belongings with Felix assisting him. "I feel like a jerk." He mumbled to himself. "Stop it, you're not a jerk. Look you two had a falling out. It happens all the time in relationships. Give it some time and talk things out with her. Trust me, before you know it, that'll all blow over quickly." Felix said.

"Easier said than done. Do you have any experiences in relationships?" (Y/N) asked "Not necessarily, I have only been on 1 or 3 dates and those don't last long," Felix replied as (Y/N) slumped down. "I'm doomed. I don't have a place to sleep and I can imagine things getting even worse once everyone else finds out. Granted the first should be the least of my worries"

"I told you to stop thinking about it, If you're that worried, go talk to Lisa. If she's not in the mood to talk leave her a note or a gift. Anything that shows you regret what you said. Speaking of which. What did you say?" Felix asked as (Y/N) groans "I called her a bitch." He muttered as Felix reared back "Yikes, that's one of the worst words to ever call a woman. On second thought, wait a couple of days. I can guess, she's feeling emotionally distraught." Felix says "No shit, Sherlock... Sorry, my mind isn't in the right place" (Y/N) then noticed Lisa leaving her tent, and headed into Cybil's tent. "That can't be good..." He uttered and gripped his box of belongings

"Girl talk, Cybil is one of the few, Lisa goes for comfort." Felix patted (Y/N)'s shoulder "Easy there big guy, don't be getting all depressed on me." Felix stared off in the direction of Cybil's tent. "I never should've said that... This could have all been avoided, had I watched my mouth. It's happening again." (Y/N) mumbled and clenched the box. "I got your back, always dude. We'll get through this together" Felix said as (Y/N) swatted the architecture's hand off his shoulder. "No, this is my problem. I gotta get myself out on my own." (Y/N) shakes his head. "You sure, you can handle this alone? Look if you need someone to talk about your problems with, I'm here" Felix said in a caring tone. "Thanks, but no thanks. I don't need anyone, not anymore." (Y/N) muttered

Soon Lisa exited the tent with Cybil by her side. The blonde nurse avoided glancing at her ex, on the other Cybil glared hatefully at (Y/N) giving him a look that says *stay the fuck away from her* The detective looked at the ground wanting to not stare at the two ladies. Felix glanced at him and was about to speak when his friend suddenly got up and left the campfire.

(Y/N) took in some breaths doing his best to keep himself together. Went on to spend blood points, mostly receiving medkits, pills, and syringes. From one's perspective, it's a blessing to acquire healing items however to (Y/N), he didn't much care for them. Nope, he only needed something to pass the time, a method to clear his mind off of his breakup. Continuing to spend more blood points, he received a rose and a crumpled-up paper. An idea sparked in his mind as he hesitantly wrote a message.

Lisa's pov

I had ended my discussion with Cybil, the only one apart from James I could turn to. While she grew agitated about what had transpired between me and (Y/N). She did her best to console me, evidently, it gave me closure partially for now. Bidding ways, I was on my way back to my own tent when Cybil stopped me. She wanted to walk me back to my tent, saying it wasn't such a good idea to go off on my own with the circumstance being that I might see him. No doubt, she was right and so thanked her and accepted the offer. Upon exiting, I saw him. Who like me, isn't doing any better. In fact, I could see pain and regret in his eyes. Oh (Y/N). As I tried to get a better look at him, I felt Cybil drag me away. 

"Lisa stop, don't give him any attention. What you see could only be a sham to get you back." Cybil exclaimed as I shook my head. No, he would never do such a thing. "Lisa, you don't need him in your life. Move on, find someone better." Maybe she has a point, averting my gaze I continued on until I was back inside my tent. Cybil parted ways, leaving me alone to my thoughts. I took in Cybil's advice, and yet I couldn't get him out of my mind. Remembering all the memories we spent together in the realm, I felt safe, pure happiness. It's difficult to forget about him. Doing my best to disregard it, as an inability to move on. But I couldn't *sigh* I'm so hopeless. My train of thought was then interrupted by the sound of footsteps near my tent. Waiting for them to fade until I went to check it out, I saw a rose and a note placed down at the entrance. Reading the note, I felt a pang in my heart as my problems reemerged. 

I'll always be there for you - (Y/N) 

A smile crept as tears formed in my eyes. I can't... I simply can't forget about him, no matter how hard I try. Though Cybil's words rang in my head. He hurt me but I-I feel so conflicted, not sure what to do. I want to forgive him but at the same time, my mind questions if an incident like this will occur again. I need time to process my feelings, and yet (Y/N) is all I think of.....