SMUT WARNING
In this Katie and Caitlin Foord use to dateDating Katie Mccabe was incredible. Not only was she so kind, funny and caring towards me, but she also knew exactly what she was doing in bed. But there was a downside. Her ex, Caitlin Foord, was her team mate for Arsenal. And with me not being a football player, I didn't know what those two were up to each day. And I know I shouldn't worry, but I can't help but worry and be jealous.
I'm watching the arsenals instagram stories right now, while sitting on the couch, as I've just finished work for the day. I come across a video of Leah and Viv running, which I'm so thrilled about, and happy for them. But in the background, Caitlin and Katie -it seems- are laughing with each other about something. Their not too close, but their close, and it makes me so fucking jealous.
I know she's her teammate, but she's also her ex. I don't feel comfortable with them being that close, because anything could happen. Even though I know Katie loves me, I can't help but think the worst.
After rewatching the story many times, I decided to make myself feel even worse and go onto TikTok and have a look at what people say about them. The public don't really know that Katie and I are dating, as we've kept things hidden. Only put closest friends and family know.
I watch video and video, edit after edit of Katie and Caitlin together. All I want to do is throw my phone across the room.
Just as I think that, the door is unlocked and Katie walks in, with her bag slung oven her shoulder and her hair still wet on her shoulders from the shower she must've had.
She looks around for me and smiles when she sees me sitting on the couch.
"Hi baby." She says, placing her gear on the floor, before walking over to me.
"Hi." I say back, clenching my jaw.
I don't know if I should confront Katie or not on what I saw. Because I don't know how she will react.She takes a seat next to me and reaches her hand out to tuck a lose strand of hair behind my ear. Before resting her hand on my cheek. It's hard to resist leaning into her hand, but I refuse to do that. I don't want to forget everything I just saw.
"How was your day?" She asks, running her thumb over my cheekbone. "Was work good? Did you finish your report?"
She's talking about my report of the new article, cause I'm a writer for the news paper in London.
"It's fine. All fine. Don't worry. You seem to be caring about other stuff anyways." I say before standing up and heading to the kitchen.I need to make some dinner.
I start to chop up some vegetables, when Katie walks in. Her brows are scrunched and she seems very confused and a little hurt.
"What do you mean?" She asks, standing infront of me, across the kitchen isle.
I don't reply, and instead start putting the vegetables into the pan.
"Alright y/n, what's got your knickers in a twist?" She asks, her voice seeming like shes starting to get a bit mad.
"I don't know. What don't you stop caring about my knickers and go off to Caitlin and worry about hers. I'm sure both you and her would love that." I snap back.Katie just stares at me looking so confused.
"What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" She sneers. "How the fuck as I suppose to know what I've apparently done wrong, if you won't tell me."
I glare at her and go back to chopping vegetables.
"Don't play dumb. I saw the Arsenal instagram story, you and Caitlin seem all close and cuddly while your laughing."At this Katie sighs annoyed and runs a hand over her face.
"Babe. We're friends. We're team mates. I can't just be a dick to her because she's my ex. We have to play together and see each other everyday. It's better to be civil and friends, than to make the team feel awkward."
While she's talking I can hear her footsteps as she moves around the kitchen isle and next to me. I turn to look her in the eyes and sigh.
"I know Katie. But, I just get worried sometimes. I guess I'm jealous and I know I shouldn't be, but I can't help it."
Katie smiles softly and pulls me in for a hug.
"It's okay honey. But there's no need to be worried or jealous. I've only got eyes for you. I love you. I chose and will forever choose you." She says, leaning back and peaking my lips softly.