WOSO oneshots

Lucy Bronze - 'Friends'

I'm so lucky. So so lucky. I get to date THE Lucy Bronze. She's so beautiful, inside and out. She's the most caring, sweet and thoughtful person I've ever meet. She also has a rough side. One full of protectiveness, possessiveness and jealousy. But I love all of Lucy. I have for over a year now. We've been together for almost a year and a half.

I had a great job in Barcelona, working as a heath and safely engineer, where I get to test products out and help to redesign them if needed. I had a great house, thanks to both Lucy's and my good salaries, amazing friends,  an amazing girlfriend and living in a beautiful city. What more could I want?

Lots.

Well not really.

I just want to stop being a secret.

Lucy is scared that the media will destroy what we have. Even though I've told her over and over again that what we have is something unbreakable. But she's still terrified. She hasn't even told her friends or teammates. The only ones the know are her close family. I love them too, they're so sweet.

It's been annoying, to say the least. Being kept a secret is hard. I feel like it's because she's keeping stuff from me or she's ashamed of me. And to make matters worse, the media LOVES to pair Lucy up with her teammates or other football players. Everyone is so caught up on, 'is it Lucy and Ona, or Lucy and Keira, OR  is it Lucy, Keira and Ona.' Well it's actually Lucy and y/n.

Lucy hasn't ever posted a picture of us before. NEVER. It makes me feel so insecure, I feel used. Like she comes home from training, all smiley and happy, while we talk and I make dinner, before we watch a movie while I massage her bad knee and then allow Lucy to ruin me in the night. I love sex with Lucy. Sometimes she's rough as fuck, and sometimes she so soft, like she thinks she'll break me cause I'm made of glass. But It also makes me feel kinda used, because by morning time she's out the door, a quick kiss of the forehead before she's gone to training. And I mean, we do have the weekends. But she spends half her time with her teammates, they love to hang out in the town, at a bar or club or at someone's house. Never ours, for obvious reasons. But we do spend time together in the weekends. She likes to take me to a quiet beach or restaurant, treating me like a princess, and looking at me like I'm the only woman in the world. The days where it's just Lucy and me are the best. I'm no longer a secret. I'm her girlfriend, one she feels the need to spoil all the time she can.

But here I am, sitting in the couch, with Narla next to me, while Lucy is still at training. I'm on TikTok, even though I really shouldn't. Because fuck, it's fill of edits of Lucy, Keira and Ona. And in these edits, Lucy does seem so close with them. They touch each other's arms, or backs. They always look into each others eyes with so much joy.

I watch these edits for at least an hour, scrolling through comments and comments of people debating who Lucy is with, and saying shite like, 'Eyes don't like' 'it's so obvious, they look like their about the rip each others clothes off'. It makes me want to gag, and before I know it I'm sobbing hard. How could I be so stupid? There's no other explanation. She's been keeping me a secret, so she can mess around with them...
They don't know about me, no one knows about me. I'm just a fucking side chick, someone who cooks her meals and gets her off in the cold nights. All of it was a lie. I love her so much, but obviously it's one sided. But then again, I can't come to conclusions, no matter how much I want to. So I'll need to just wait it out and see what happens.

I finally stop the tears and quickly make my way to the bathroom, to take a shower. Lucy should be back in like half an hour now, so anything I can do to stay away from her, I will.

By the time I'm out of the shower, changed into some clothes to go out and freshened up with some makeup. Lucy is back. I grab my things and find her sitting down on the couch, with Narla cuddled up in her lap. She looks over at me and smiles widely.
"Hello Love, showering without me?" She says, patting the spot next to her, inviting me to take a seat.
I smile weakly at her and head to the kitchen to grab my car keys on the bench.
"I have to go, but I'll be back later. Don't know what time." I say, kinda dryly.
Luce looks over and me and I see the smile leave her face. She looks at me confused and a little hurt.
"But I just got back. Don't you wanna watch something with me? We can even watch Harry Potter." She says, again patting the spot next to her.
I sigh internally and shake my head.
"I'll see you later, don't wait up for me." I say before closing the front door behind me.