Untouchable mafias

Memories

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Music
Daddy issues-the neighbourhood
What was I made for -billie eilish
Bird set free-sia

Alenas PoV
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I was already drunk as hell when jandros friends came, it's fine that they were there but how they act makes me feel like crawling out of my skin one of them Jayden started sending me all types of looks and slapped my ass when I tried to get away from him

I didn't want to leave Alejandro without a goodbye but if I didn't leave now either I was going to lash out or have another attack and neither was going to end well.

I started trying to call Teo on this shitty phone when a large man grabbed my arm and slammed me into the wall down the back alley "why a are y..you all alone swe..sweetheart"the man stumbled along his words the smell of liquor intoxicating me "let me go"I demanded tears starting to cower out of my eyes,

memories of my fathers men flood my brain causing me to lose all strength in that moment

All I could think of was them,the disgusting pigs of men my father sent into rooms with me to break me,beat me,touch me, their faces live in my head no matter how hard I try to free them.none of them ever managed to take my virginity but it came to close to many times

I hate that I let men control my life using fear my fear the fear they brought me up to feel no child should ever live life like that.I grew up to fast,I was forced to I had no other option

This man started rubbing up and down my wait with his filthy hands when he tripped over a trash can which let me quickly sprint as far away as possible,my house wasn't to far from here so I just decided to walk because I couldn't get hold of Matteo

When I got home I climbed through my window again to find my stuff everywhere,scattered across the floor as if someone was shunting for something. My mother appears from the bathroom with a stern look on her face

Shit I've been caught

" Donde diablos has estado mocosa mimada!" (where the hell have you been you spoilt brat) she screamed my mother can speak barely any English and is like the Diablo in disguise. her words cut deeper than any physical pain she will point out any and every flaw and make you hate yourself. I know because she dose it to me every day she can

she is the reason I'm so underweight when I was younger she would tell me how I was looking chubby and should eat less, she said unless she can see my bones I'm not skinny enough, that I'll always be a little bitch that won't stop stuffing her face

She said that's one of the reason neither of my parents love me and I have kept the eating disorder throughout my life a 6 year old shouldn't care about their size but she made me

"Mamá, no es lo..que parece, por favor no le digas a papá que no volverá a suceder, lo juro!"I begged and pleaded with her (mum i.. its not what it looks like please dont tell dad it wont happen again i swear) "Apuesto a que estabas follando con un pedazo de mierda, puta."(i bet you were out fucking some piece of shit you slut)she said pointing her finger in the centre of my chest "I wasn't mamá"I cried "Le estoy diciendo a tu padre que te escapaste"she roared huffing out of the room stomping her hails (im telling your father that you snuck out)

There was nothing I could do she was already  telling him, it wouldn't end well for me no matter what she said at this rate.he is going to come in here and beat the living shit out of me,he will pound and kick until tomorrow I will be struggling to breath

It's at times like these where I wish I would die,that I just wouldn't wake up again it would all be over

By the time my thoughts subsided he was in the room with a cigar in his mouth,he took it out of his mouth, ripped my dress and burnt the flesh on my upper rib cage,screams left my mouth as the pain was excruciating he slapped and kneed me multiple time to shut my mouth,stop the exhausting screams that were pouring from my mouth with each burn, hit,punch,kick ,everything