Untouchable mafias

Don't come back

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Madness- ruelle

⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️ SA

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Once I'd gotten home from Alejandro's dad found out where I'd been, he'd been down for a drink and caught me walking in. None of my excuses worked on him so he lost it,I was thrown against the wall multiple times as he enjoyed the sight of me half knocked out being beaten by his own two hands that were red and swollen.

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3am

I was in an alleyway across from town, over an hours walk away

No one knew I was here and it'll stay that way.

I left the house to catch a break even if felt as though I was going to collapse.

I needed something that would take away my pain for a while and I'd ran out of my last stockings of weed and other drugs, I needed more, something stronger, something that would last longer

I went to a guy who has anything and everything, but he always comes with a price

I hadn't seen him in so long, he's a bad guy and I know that yet I couldn't resist, last time I was here he told me to never come back yet I've managed to make my way back yet again,

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"Give me something strong"I said as I looked down keeping my hood up pulled over my forehead "you look familiar."Johnathan spoke stopping what he was doing looking overly suspiciously "no I must just have one of those recognisable faces"I shrugged never making eye contact

He put the heroin on the table as I was grabbing it his face relaxed "Alena"he whispered seeing the tattoo on my finger "shit!"I mumbled stuffing my pocket with what he gave me as I sprinted as fast as my legs would take me. I could hear him calling his guys to follow him as they ran after me;

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Years ago me and Johnathan were close, really close. Him and his family stayed in Mexico one summer near to where we lived. We met everyday and did anything we wanted not caring about the consequences,

I was young and dumb

He was a good guy atleast that's what I thought. he made me feel like the only girl in the world

I showed him everything and everyone around the city and let him get to know me after everything I was going through back then, he was the first boy other than my family I let in the way I did him. "You and me" we always said that to each other as I smiled staring into his eyes holding hands; we promised we would still see each other after summer and we kept that promise.

Johnathan got into a lot of shady shit a week before summer break ended but I didn't care because it's nothing I hadn't been around before

I couldn't see the problem

When we met up he would bring weed and some other things and we would smoke together becoming each others everything. He was going through hell at home and so was I and we both knew that, he became my first everything

After a while he became a different person someone I no longer knew or recognised

He would force me to do things with him and I allowed him I didn't think there was anything els for me he was all I knew, I thought that was how love worked that's what he told me "I was nothing without him, absolutely nothing." I couldn't see past him

So I took what he gave me

One day he told me all couples did things like that and he'd already done mostly everything with me other than properly having sex and that day he knew that's what he wanted. I told him no I screamed and shouted no as he held me down, I managed that night to get away from him.

That night became the last night he was anything to me

I lost my dealer, but it wasn't hard to get another but I owed him money and a lot of it, so he told me never to come back or he'd have his ways with me.

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"You really thought you could just come here with all the dept you've got and not give anything back!" "Always have been the same little bitch."Johnathan yelled down the alley as I was hiding behind the dumpsters holding my arm that was definitely sprained

I sat feet tucked to my chest staying as small and unnoticeable as possible, his foot steps got heavier with each second he got closer.
"Boo!"he burst out grabbing my hair dragging me out of hiding,

I started fighting back this time I yanked his hand off me elbowing him in the ribs as he coughed for air I punched his nose visibly dislocating it cleanly. He stared at me shocked as his men grabbed me holding me in place "you're not quite the same bitch you once were are you chica guapa" she spat with a rough pitiful Spanish accent, "don't call me that." "and why not?"he said with sarcasm "do I scare you?" touching my face as he sent glares my way.

My body was stuck in fear, I couldn't move

I felt like the scared little girl I once was all over again the one that couldn't imagine a world without him in it,

The stupid girl he used,

The more naive girl he got his way with.

That girl is still me, I'm still her, worthless.

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Sorry for the short part and sorry everyone for the time it took for this part to come out but I have been going through a lot recently and I have been super busy I hope you understand but I am going to really try get out of my writers block and get another part finished and get it out soon. I would love if you put any ideas in the comments that would be very much appreciated

Hope you enjoyed this part xx