Yours Truly, Tyanna

CHAPTER 2

MONTH 1

I can't be pregnant... I'm only 14 , turning 15 next month ... and the dad is 17...I call Micah with my hands shaking , I can barely even keep the phone in my hands , tears running down my face " m-Micah .." ~ what's wrong what happened?~ " I came to the doctors and... they said I'm pregnant.." ~ what ... is it mine ?~ " of course dumbass ... do I get a abortion?" ~no ... I think I should get a job and we can raise the kid together ~ " but what about when you turn 18 ?" ~ i.. I don't know..~ Micah hangs up as I throw my head back tears rolling down my face . My moms screams , the words repeating in my head just made me want to .... SCREAM!

October 16 - beginning of pregnancy .

" seems like you got pregnant yesterday ? " the doctor announced .
After the doctor appointment the drive home was awkward , it was silent and my mom had this look on her face which screamed " who is this version of my daughter ?" as we make it home we walk into the doors." Honey .. I support you either way .. I just don't support the fact that you are 14 and he is 17 !? Was it rape? Was it insamination ?" my mother list things as I sit there tears running down my face . I run up and hug my mom letting out all that was held in ." I did it... I agreed to it ! and now I'm pregnant .... At 14 ... mom I can't do this " I cry as I smother my face into my moms shoulder ." Sweetie but you can , with support from the father , and me . You will get through this , I would never encourage you to have a baby at 14 , but I would also never encourage you to abort a baby , you don't know if those children wanted to live , you will be stuck with it your whole life , knowing that you killed a baby... that's something that I don't want you to suffer through" my mom says softly , kissing my forehead ." I bet dad wouldn't be happy about this" I say giggling wiping my tears away ." I love you sweetie " " I love you too mom"

October 19 2021
My first and only funeral I have ever been too was my dads ... on this day , October 19 2020, he died of a severe coma . Some say he still had a pulse and the doctors needed more space , some say he couldn't take the pain . I say ... that he is always with me no matter what . I would want to make my father happy by aborting this baby , my father wouldn't want me to struggle like this , he wouldn't want me to have a baby at 14 .... He would want me to be a teenager . But I could never live , knowing that I killed someone , I would rather adopt them out.

The sun is shining bright through the blinds as I sit in my bed staring at my pink curtains. It's 5:30 I'm supposed to be at school at 6 but I can't bare what my best friend would think of me being pregnant with her brothers baby.

October 19 , 8:30

Me and Anorah walk through the filled corridors entering the school ." you seem off.. what's wrong?" Anorah remarks. " oh nothing ... just a lil ... gloomy I guess " I answer. " mhm..." Anorah smirks ." girl ! what's wrong?" my head slings down , as my foot taps . " ok ... I'm....pregnant..." as I lift my head slightly, I can see the confused look on Anorahs face." .... its my brothers right..." Anorah says softly ." .... yes... h-how did you know?" " it was obvious ! I heard you guys talking ! but why? do you wanna get my brother arrested!? just go.... " Anorah sighs . " anorah..." my hand lifts up as she walks away . what did I just do ? I lost my best friend... the one who was there for me ... there for me forever...I don't ever think of anyone else but my selfs...

After school I call Micah over to comfort me . We lay in the bed as he spoons me laying his hand on my stomach" I'm just so ... selfish ! I never even thought about Anorah ..." I cry ." it's okay . You have more things going on with you ! You're pregnant, and if she doesn't wanna support you than she's not a real friend." Micah says wiping my tears ." I'm still the same way ! I fucked her brother , I fucked YOU !" I tell . " but you can choose your own relationship ! it doesn't matter what , I'm not 18 yet so what does it matter ? she could at least care for you , check up on you with all of this going on ! You're pregnant at 14 , and she thinks she has the biggest problem ? no , she's just insecure. You need to worry more about you and our baby . That's that ." Micah says laying his head on my shoulder shutting his eyes. Is it true? Is Anorah really in the wrong here?

Month 1 of my pregnancy

I'm off of school for a while since my mom said I should take a break , I lay in the bed with Micah beside me watching tv . " so .." he looks over at me " do you have any names in mind ." I giggle " we are way too early in the pregnancy to think about names Micah !" Micah turns back around smiling " yes I know , I know , but I don't want to forget these beautiful names ! " I look over at Micah with a glimpse of us together and our wonderful child . Micah looks over at me as well , as we let in a kiss . A kiss , where we felt we couldn't stop . He grabs onto my hip , my hand sliding up onto his face wrapping my arm around his neck . I look at him smiling , as I turn back facing the roof , cheesing . Best.Kiss.Ever.

October 27 , 2021 6:38
After my time off of school , it was finally time to go back to, I hadn't really grown a stomach , but what was really making me queasy was seeing Anorah again , not morning sickness this time. I walk into the school corridors putting my stuff in my locker , knowing that Micah was a senior so I couldn't see him a lot was very ... stressful. I remembered at the beginning of the year me and Anorah requested our lockers to be beside each other , but she moved them . I watched her walk to her locker about five lockers away from mine . I decided I needed to talk to her . I walk over with a slight look on my face . " Anorah... " I say looking up at her ." what .. are you here to apologize for fucking my brother , risking getting him arrested, having his baby , or lying to me ? which one ?" She says slamming her locker turning around to look at me. " actually I just wanted to say , if you think you have it bad look at me ! Im pregnant at 14 , I need to worry about me and this baby . I really wanted to keep you as a friend but if you are not going to accept the fact that I have it way worse than lying to somebody or fucking risking someone getting arrested , think again . And I guess I'm sorry for all that stuff whatever." I walk off as I see Micah , grabbing his hand he walks me to my class . " so you talked to Anorah I see ..?" Micah says looking at me with his arm around me . I place my hand on his as it sits on my shoulder . " yeah ... I just had to get that boulder off my shoulder if you know what I mean. " I say . " well yeah I do get it , she's mad at me too but she can't stay mad for long knowing that we live together ." Micah remarks ." So how's it going with your dad ?" I ask ." Is he still threatening to call the cops ." " well yeah .. my mom's trying to stop him but .. he just so unhappy with me .." Micah hangs his head low . " Micah .. as long as your mom , my mom and I support you all your dad's opinions don't matter , because well you have us ." I kiss Micah walking into my class .

2:58 after school .

me and micah are in my room once again watching a movie . I'm doing my homework as Micah is sitting in my purple fluffy chair watching a movie . " so ready to talk baby names ? " Micah says eating his popcorn . " ugh fine , what are you thinking ?" I say shutting my laptop and going to sit on his lap . " well for a girl I was thinking , Ivy or Dianna , for boys I was thinking Micah or , Landston ." Micah says holding onto my waste with his head on my shoulder . I grab some popcorn " yes , I love them ." Micah kisses me accidentally eating the popcorn that was in my mouth . He spits it out as I laugh . We laugh and play for the rest of the night . " knowing that he will be the father of my children, the man of my dreams , the one who holds me , kisses me , entertains me every time I'm sad . Is way better than having a friend who doubts you "

END OF MONTH 1