Those beautiful teal eyes [Genmui]

Panic-chapter 17

Tw: panic attack

Third person pov

"No I'm not...it's the truth" Genya said, looking down at the ground in shame
"How...how did that happen" Sanemi asked as he felt his face go red, for a second he felt like he was gonna cry "After you ran away dad went crazy and beated up my mom, after he did that she ended in the hospital that is 1 hour away from here" Genya said, he hated talking about it, even with his brother.

"Three years?...she's been in coma for three years?" Sanemi whispered as some tears started to stream down his face "it was...it was my fault right?" Sanemi asked himself, even if both of them knew the answer was yes, Sanemi was crying at this point, quiet sobs came out of his mouth.

Genya hugged his brother, he actually full on hugged him pulling him closer, trying to comfort him, Sanemi hugged back with just as much force, it was painful for the both of them, at least Genya deal with it years ago, Sanemi had just found out about it, he would have needed time.

Giyuu got out of the gym to see what was goin on and he saw Sanemi and Genya hugging, he heard sobs so he got closer a little worried "Sanemi? Are you okay?" Giyuu asked as Sanemi separated from the hug and looked at Giyuu.

"Yeah I'm okay, it's just some family stuff" Sanemi said, he didn't really want to talk about it, but he knew Giyuu would have understood that, they were good friends after all. Giyuu nodded, he knew it would have been better not to ask about it.

"Could you leave me and Genya alone for a moment?" Sanemi asked as Giyuu nodded and went back to the gym, "so I need to go to his house while he isn't there, correct?" Sanemi then asked Genya, he hoped he wouldn't have to see that man's face "you probably should be there before he goes away" Genya said as he looked down.

"So I'm gonna have to meet him"
"I'm sorry"
"No, it's okay Genya"
"Hey umm...could I have your number?"
"My number? Sure, it's **********
"Ok, you don't have to come right after school, I could call you to tell you when you com-"
"Genya, it's fine, I'll walk home with you"

"Now go back in class" Sanemi said as he started to walk away, Genya walked inside the gym and sat down on one of the benches. He then heard another class entering the gym, he could recognize Muichiro from his seat, he saw that the boy started to walk up to him, with a noticeable smile on his face.

"Hi Genya"
"Hi Muichiro"

Muichiro sat next to Genya and saw everybody playing dodgeball, he giggled seeing some getting the ball in the face. Genya was bugged by the fact that his brother was gonna walk him home, what if dad got angry and decided to hit him? Or beat him up? Or even worse? Thoughts invaded Genya's mind.

Genya didn't even noticed he started shaking by just thinking these things, he started to feel dizzy, like if he could throw up right there, he felt his heartbeat speed and become more fast, he felt in danger for some strange reason. Muichiro noticed Genya shaking but didn't thought much at first, then he heard him hyperventilating and turned to look at him.

Muichiro got up and went to Tomioka to ask if the two of them could go out the gym for some time, the teacher granted his wish, Muichiro went back to Genya and whispered with a calm tone "Genya, hey Genya, are you there?" He asked as he was sitting in the ground, it was easier this way to look at Genya.

"Mhh" was the only thing Genya could say, Muichiro got up from the ground and whispered again "let's go outside alright?" Genya nodded as Muichiro helped him get up and go outside. As they got out Muichiro made Genya sit on the ground since there weren't any chairs "Genya, are you there? Can you hear me?" Muichiro asked gently, he didn't make any physical contact with Genya, it could make the situation worse.