Those beautiful teal eyes [Genmui]

An old contact-Chapter 24

Tw:swears, panic attack, self harm

Third person pov

Genya was afraid of going home, he had been standing in front of his door for some minutes, he decided to knock and prepare for the worst, Sanemi opened the door, and he didn't look so happy to see Genya.

Genya didn't say anything and just walked inside, he didn't like the atmosphere at all "just why, why would you do something like that?" Sanemi was disappointed, Genya hated to hear his brother like that.

"I already told you, I didn't do it, it's true I sometimes skipped Tengen's classes, but I was with Muichiro all the time" Genya was getting difensive, he didn't want Muichiro to get involved, but he never did that.

"Oh of course, god knows what you did when out of Tengen's class, how can I believe that you never laid a finger on anyone?" Sanemi was getting angry, he hated lies, Genya was getting angry that his brother believed the school over him.

"Sanemi are you seriously believing some bruised kids over me?" Genya raised his voice a bit, he immediately regretted it after "don't you raise your voice at me! And stop lying" Sanemi voice was even louder, it made Genya flinch.

Genya wanted to avoid arguing with his brother, so he walked past him "how long?" He asked, he wanted to know how long he didn't have to go to school "a week, you know, it would have been fine if you didn't fucking beat up some stude-".

Genya interrupted him by screaming, he hated being incriminated for something he didn't do "I DIDN'T FUCKING DO IT" he slammed his hands on the table, Sanemi wasn't gonna take that shit from Genya "DON'T RAISE YOUR VOICE AT ME" the older screamed back.

That's when the arguing started, they screamed at each other for almost 30 minutes, Sanemi grabbed Genya from the collar of his shirt, Genya froze in that moment, he flinched, he was afraid Sanemi would hurt him. "...Let me go" Genya said with a whisper, for a second he saw his father in Sanemi's eyes.

Sanemi saw the fear in his little brother eyes, he immediatly let Genya's shirt go, Genya frooze in front of Sanemi, his whole body was shaking "Genya i'm sorry" Sanemi tried to get closer to his brother, but Genya pushed Sanemi away from him "please don't hurt me" Genya whispered as he sat down on the floor.

Hiroshi and Sumi got out of their room and seeing Genya on the ground shaking and Sanemi just standing there, they assumed the worst, Sumi sat on the ground next to Genya to see what was wrong, and Hiroshi walked over to Sanemi "what did you do?" He asked, keeping a safe distance with his older brother.

Sanemi looked down ashamed "we were arguing and i almost hit him" Sanemi felt horrible, he was slowly becoming like Kyogo. Genya knew he was having a panic attack, it was a silent one, he made some research when he first had one at school. Sumi couldn't tell what was wrong

"Genya?" Sumi asked with a soft voice, not wanting to startle him "do you need something? Maybe some water?" She asked, more to herself then to Genya, the boy nodded, not moving from the ground. Sumi handed Genya a glass of water.

Genya grabbed it and drank it, he felt overwhelmed with fear, he knew there was nothing to be scared from, but he couldn't control it either. "Hey Genya, can you hear me?" Sumi asked again, the boy could hear her, but he felt like he couldn't talk.

"Genya?" Sanemi called out for him, still the boy didn't move at all "Genya, can you tell us what it is that you're feeling right now? Can you try to explain? So we can help you" Sanemi said with a comforting voice, witch was the opposite of the voice he had minutes ago.

"I feel...Nauseous, and dizzy, I feel my hands and feet tingling, I'm scared...very scared" Genya couldn't even hear what he was saying, he felt separated from his whole body, and his surroundings, like he was watching a show on the tv.