song: avril lavigne- complicated
Class has been little awkward today with all of us in the same one. I can literally feel the boys watching Jimin and I and it's putting me on edge. I had ended up falling asleep next to Jimin yesterday and I think they got the wrong idea. I also keep getting looks from Jungkook, but that seems to be more to check if I'm looking at him and Chrissy which unfortunately for him, I'm not. I'm actually paying attention for once. At least I'm trying to.
With class finally finished, we all head for lunch. Jimin and I agree to sit apart to try to convince everyone that we really are finished because neither of us can cope with the awkward glances and constant muttering anymore. We all grab a seat after picking up some food and unfortunately only get a minute of peace before Jungkook decides to grace us with his presence along with the devil on his arm.
"He's not bringing her over here is he?" I ask, nerves settling in my stomach when I realise both Barbie and Ken seem to be looking straight at me.
"Ugh we made an agreement that no flings were to be brought to the table." Hoseok grumbles angrily stabbing his fork into his fries.
"Somebody tell him because he's heading straight for that empty chair." Namjoon says, motioning his head towards the only spare seat beside Taehyung.
Taehyung gets up from his seat beside me grabbing the empty chair and slowly pushes it to another table making sure to send a glare Jungkook's way as he does. Once he's clearly made his point, he retakes his seat and we all watch with narrow eyes as Jungkook stops in front of us.
He rolls his eyes letting out an angered scoff, "So Jimin's girlfriend can sit with us, but mine can't?"
"Grey started as a friend of all of us. She's an exception." Taehyung says flatly.
"Chrissy just wanted to meet all of you."
"Well now she has, we'll have to say goodbye." Yoongi says snidely glaring at the youngest as if to dare him to ask again.
"Yoongi you didn't like at Grey at first either-" Jungkook tries to reason with him, desperation beginning to appear in his features.
"We're not discussing it Kook. She leaves and you can sit. She stays? Well then you both leave."
"Fine." Jungkook huffs turning around to walk away with Chrissy to another table. She tries to get his attention, but he pushes her away ignoring all of her advances. The others go back to their conversation, some seeming more annoyed than others, but I find myself zoning out from their words. I can't help but to watch him.
It hits me quite suddenly, the realisation of how unhappy I am. How much I realise I've done nothing but hurt everyone around me since I arrived. I've always hidden myself away, my feelings, my interests, everything that makes me happy and now when I'm faced with a power that forces me to face myself head on, I push everything even further away. The hurt I'm causing myself and the others by hiding from my biggest fear is no longer worth it. I can't let myself fear happiness anymore.
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Elemental | jjk
FanfictionProphesied love is complicated. Even more so for two stubborn souls with the most unpredictable powers known to their world. It's fate though, so they'll definitely make it. Right?