Chapter 31- Kook

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song: metallica- nothing else matters

song: metallica- nothing else matters

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Today's the day. I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna tell Jungkook how I feel about him. It's just making both of us miserable by hiding it and I have to let myself be happy. Plus it's not like my feelings are going away. If anything, they just keep getting more intense.

Making my way to the canteen, I fiddle with the headphones I left in my pocket, nerves already taking control of me. I arrive at the table after grabbing some food and the others begin sitting down around me. I look around for any sign of Jungkook hoping that he might sit with us today, but instead spot him walking in with his arm wrapped around Chrissy. My whole body slumps down in my chair deflated as I watch them sit down at another table. I feel nauseous when he leans over, his hand sitting lowly against her waist as he whispers in her ear.

"I thought that he would've ended that after yesterday's conversation." Hosoek mutters from beside me.

My heart sinks the longer I watch him. Despite what he said yesterday, it looks like he genuinely likes her. The way he smiles at her when she's talking, the constant physical contact even while he eats. It's harder to believe the only reason he could possibly still be entertaining this relationship is because of what he saw yesterday. He thinks Jimin and I are still together.

Yoongi approaches the table looking rather disgusted. He looks between Jungkook and us and grumbles, "Why the hell is he still with her?"

"He clearly said he hated her yesterday right?" Hoseok asks making sure he didn't hear wrong.

"Maybe he's still giving these guys time?" Namjoon says barely believing his own words.

"Joon come on, he went to look for Grey the second we told him." Yoongi sighs.

"This doesn't make any sense." Hoseok mutters.

Finally deciding to look away from Jungkook, my eyes land on Jimin who's already looking at me sympathetically. I can only assume it's because he knows how I feel. It's how he feels watching me look at someone else the way he looks at me. He points at his eyes and mouths the word 'green' instantly making me look down to hide the one part of my power I haven't been able to keep control of. My eyes always give me away.

Being unable to calm the nerves in my body, I excuse myself walking past Jungkook and Chrissy in the process. I catch him glancing over at me, but barely pay it any mind as I rush outside needing some fresh air to calm myself down.

After a few minutes of taking deep breaths, I feel more myself and head back inside walking the corridors in a daze. That is until I come across Jungkook pacing in the hallway with Chrissy standing against the wall on her phone. I have to abruptly stop myself to avoid looking like I purposely tried to listen in on their conversation.

"This is not working anymore." He sighs.

"Oh Jungkookie," she laughs pitifully looking up from her phone, "it was never working. That girl just doesn't like you."

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