mama - jaden hossler

three

1st october 23'

i woke up at around 9:30, in my boyfriends bed.

jaden lives with josh but he has the bigger room because i moved out to his place. i love my parents and they are super supportive and they always will have a space for me back home and i appreciate that.

i'm meant to be at school right now but i'm doing online, since just under 2 months ago, my uncle passed and i was not prepared for school. but my school is really lenient about me turning up, if i want to come in, i can, if i don't want to, they aren't forcing me. they just want me to turn in my work on time and that's it. my day usually consists of waking up, doing work, chilling and getting ready at home, and then going out with friends.

okay now back to me waking up.

i sat up in bed and look to the side of me to see a cute jaden knocked out. ugh he's honestly so pretty when he's sleeping. i patted my bed trying to search for my phone. i found it and took a live picture of him. i kiss his forehead and get out of bed. as i make my way towards the bathroom i hear a croaky voice. 'baby how are you awake already come backk' oh shit i accidentally woke up jaden. 'bub lemme go pee i'll be back but i need to submit some work' hopefully he goes back to sleep, he was at the studio all night yesterday trying to write more songs. he took a few minutes then responded, 'fine princess'. i go to the bathroom and do my business. i brush my teeth and wash my face. i walked out of the bathroom to find jaden, sitting up resting his back on the headband of the bed, watching something on his phone. he hears me walking and turns his head, smiling at me. god i should've been more quiet. 'baby are you not tired at all from last night?' 'no not really, i quite a bit of sleep but don't worry about me ma' 'okay bubs' i got out my laptop and logged in and started finishing up the essay i had already started yesterday.

*an hour and half later*

'mamas when are you going to finishh' 'just give me 10 minutes baby then i'll go make us food' 'no no i'm taking you out for brunch okay?' 'awh thank you bubs after i submit this i'm going to get ready okay?'

'that's fine darling'

*time skip to when i get ready*

i close my laptop and jaden is in the bathroom so i get my clothes. to be fair, i don't mind getting changed if he's in the room, yes i'm not a virgin but i'm not a whore. we don't fuck everyday and jaden isn't the fboy he seems like on the outside. i go and pick out my clothes. i put on this grey long sleeve cropped top and some grey bottoms and they've got this knitted fabric feel. i then go and sit at my vanity and get all my makeup out. i was about to put my primer on but realised i needed to cleanse my face. i got up and knocked on the bathroom door and jaden yelled out 'come in'. i walked in and he's in the shower so i mind my business and go to the sink. now i'm just gonna list my skin care and my makeup routine.

- cleanser - cetaph daily facial cleanser
- toner - thayers witch hazel toner
- moisturiser- neutrogena hydro boost gel cream
- sunscreen - la roche posay anthelios clear skin
- primer - smashbox photo finish foundation primer
- foundation - maybelline fit me foundation
- concealer - nars radiant creamy concealer
- powder - laura mercier translucent loose setting powder
- blush - milani baked blush
- brows - anastasia beverly hills brow wiz
- mascara - benefit cosmetics they're real mascara
-lipstick - mac cosmetics velvet teddy

i just twist my hair in a claw clip and put on my bracelets. i make the bed and pulled the blinds. i then grabbed my phone and started scrolling on instagram.