Eventually you cried yourself to sleep, you layed there on the floor. After a couple of ours Nat came back in the room.
Nat: (shakes you awake) Wake up.
You woke up and backed away from her.
She sat down close to you.
Nat: Okay so this is how it's going to be, your grownded, meaning no leaving the compaund for a weak, your going to school tomorrow and your going to apologize to the boy, and this can never happen again, you can't go around punching people, your much stronger and capable then them and you can do some thing you'll regret.
You just stared at her as you had already convinced yourself that it was all your fault somehow, he was just bing a stupid boy and you beat him up for no reason and you didn't even whant to, it just happened, even though you had been released from the mind control you still weren't free form the red room and Hydra all the things you did what if you did them willingly what if, your thaught was cut off by Nat finishing her sentence.
Nat: So did we understand eachother?
You just nodded silently and watched her get up and exit the room wile giving you one last look.
You got off the floor and sat at your desk, you finisched the little homework you had with ease and just sat there until Nat entered the room again.
Nat: Y/n, diners ready.
Y/n: I'm not hungry.
Nat: But you haven't eaten anything science breakfast.
Y/n: I'm not hungry.
Nat: Okay (she gave you a look analyzing you, and left)
You set an alarm for tomorrow at six in the morning changed into your pijamas and went to bed it was still earley but you were exhausted from all the crying and don't fell like talking to anyone so you just went to bed.
Nat left your room and went downstairs.
Wanda: Where's Y/n?
Nat: She said she wasn't hungry (shigh), did I over do it I shouted at her before.
Steve: Well what even happened?
N: She got into a fight at school and broke a boys nose.
Tony:What did he do (he chuckled)
N: Well he um (she thinks about it for a moment) I actually don't know, she tried explaining but I didn't let her, god I'm an auful person and right after she said she trusted me.(she sits down and puts her head in her hands)
Tony: Don't be so hard on yourself I would have done the same thing with Morgan if she was Y/n in this situation.
Yelena: But she's not and Y/n isn't a normal teenager she, didn't get to be a kid and after what she's been threough, I doubt she would just get
into a fight for no reason, and you know that Nat.
N:I do, god I just lost it at her I just care for her so much, and the thought of what could have happened just..
Y: I know, but you should
probably talk to her
N: Your right (she stood up and went to your room to find you sleeping, she didn't wan to wake you up so she just left)
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FanfictionYour parents were Hydra agents who got killed in a mission, or so you thaught, you ended up in the red room shortly after their death, hydra also tortured and experimented on you, you were one of the best asassin's of the red room, because of this y...
