The lost widow

Part 20

Tw:ed

Over the weekend you and Nat spent time together, she made sure you took it easy so your body would have time to rest.

By the time Monday came you were back to normal so you went to school.

Your day was going pretty well, you had lunch with Ned, MJ and Peter and you all had fun.

After lunch you had gym class, you started changing and when you took your shirt off which reaveled you back you completely forgot that not everyone had giant scars but you were soon reminded when some girls started talking about it.

Girl 1: Look at her back, her parents must of done that to her...

Girl 2: Or she did it herself, I mean have you heard of what she did to Flash, she's probably mental.

You didn't show it but this hurt a lot, you were confused as to why you gave this so much value, you were use to being interrogated and trash talked about but this time it was different, these weren't some guards or scientists, this wasn't a mission this was school, you weren't expecting it. You Quickly put your shirt on and headed out suppressing your feelings more and more, the only thing you knew to do in these situations. But it didn't stop there, after class you heard some girls talking about you weight, all your life you were just skin and bones always hungry, but now it was different, since you were eating regularly you had put on some weight, you weren't sure what to think of this so you just pushed it to the back of your mind and carried on with your day.

After you got back home you finished your homework and the thought popped back into your head, you stood in front of the mirror analyzing yourself.

Y/n: Maybe I am a bit heavier than I used to be, I haven't been training as much as before and I sure as hell eat a lot more, it's weird here, I have changed, maybe I can just go back to how thing were before just for a bit, yeah, I mean I did it for years so...

You got distracted by Nat walking in.

Nat: Hey kiddow, diner is ready.

You wanted to eat but you already made up your mind, you didn't know what to do you never had to avoid food before.

Y/n: Oh, um I'm not really hungry.

Nat: You sure, your always hungry ( she said messing up your hair)

Y/n: Yeah I had a big lunch. Besides I have some homework to finisch.

Nat: Well Ill put some to the side if you change your mind ( she kissed your head and left)

You didn't like lying to her, but it wasn't really a lie, was it?

You did your homework with ease and went into the training room, it was empty so you just did your thing, you didn't have anyone to spar with so you repeated the training that was sired into your brain. As you were doing that Nat went to look for you as you weren't in your room. She saw you in the training room and watched you from the door. When you noticed her she walked over to you.

Nat: Why are you training right now?

Y/n: Well I had some energy to burn, and you didn't let me yesterday.