The lost widow

Part 19

After about an hour, Nat
slowly shook you to wake
you up. Your headache is
almost gone, but you still
feel weak. You try to hide it
Nat: "'Hey, you should eat
something, Yelena made
dinner.'" "Guaranteed it is
mac 'n' cheese, but at least
it's not burned.. I think...
(you both laughed)
You tried getting out of bed
but your body was sore. Nat
noticed and helped you up.
She supported you as you
went downstairs to the
kitchen where everyone was
eating
T: "Ah, look who is finally
awake." (He gave you a high
five) "That was a good save
there kiddo."
You gave him a small smile
and sat down while Nat filled
your plate and handed it to
you.
Y/n: "Thanks." (You gobbled
up the while plate in one go)
Steve: "Well, I think we
finally found someone who
can eat faster than Thor!"
Everyone started laughing.
Kate: "You should see her
eat ice cream."
You all passed some jokes
around and then you got
tired again, you were barely
keeping your eyelids open
and yawing
Wanda: "I think someone is
still drained from the events
of today." (She gestured to
you with her head)
Nat: "Yeah, come on, it's
time for bead anyways.
She went to help you stand,
but you barely stood there as
you took a step. You started
falling, as your knees gave up
on you. Nat picked you up
and carried you back to your
room and into bed. She
tucked you in and kissed
your forehead, but before
she left, she gave you one
last look and smiled to
herself. You really were the
perfect kid for her,
The next morning you woke
up bright and early. It was
the first day of the weekend
and you headed to the
training room as always. You
still weren't at a hundred
percent, but you didn't want
the others to know. That
would be a sign of weakness.
Most of the others were
already done with sparring in
the training room, so they
headed out for a run but Nat
and Wanda were still in
there just in case you would
come down.
W: "Hey, how are you
feeling?" (She gave you a
light hug when you
approached her)
Y/n: "I'm fine, so what are
we starting with."
Nat: "Maybe just lay off
training for today, you need
some time to rest."
Y/n: "I told you ľ'm fine,I
can't just lay in bed all day.
"I need to move."
N: "Fine but take it easy."
You want to spar or do your
thing with Wanda first?"
Y/n: "I feel like knocking you
over to start things off." (You
smirk as you head onto the
mat she was already
standing on)
Nat: (she slowly shook her
head) "Oh you're on."
You started and things got
heated quickly, she almost
pinned you, but you avoided
her, doing a back flip over
her.
Nat: "What did I just say
about taking it easy?"
Y/n: (confused) "This is me
taking it easy."
Nat: "Take it down a notch."
She started again, as you
went in, you started feeling a
bit dizzy, but you carried on,
she managed to pin you a bit
too easily.
Nat: "What was that?"
Y/n: "What?" "I just lost
focus."
Nat: "You don't lose focus,
what's wrong?"
Y/n: "Nothing, I'm fine."
"Wanda, shall we?"
Nat watched you with
hesitation as you walked
towards Wanda.
W: "Ready, let's start easy.
Just the basics,fire for
starters.

Y/n: "Okay." (Your hand lit
up in an instant, and you
started playing around with
it.)
W: "Okay, now make that
table float by warming up
the air particles around it."
Y/n: "Yes ma'am." (You
started doing your thing and
the table floated up)
As soon as you got it to a
decent height, your head
started spinning, your whole
body felt heavy, and you fell
onto your knees with the
table crashing down.
Wanda and Nat rushed over
to you.
W:"Y/n, are you-
Y/n: "I'm fine." (You said
standing up)
Nat: "You're clearly not fine,
you just-
Y/n: "I'm fine." "It's nothing
besides, it won't be the first
time I fainted from being
tired. You know how it is,
you suck it up and train-
W: "Y/n- "(She looked at you
with pity in her eyes)
Nat: "You aren't there any- "
Y/n: "Yeah, I'm not there,
and maybe it's messed up,
but sometimes.. however
horrible it was, I miss it.'
(Tears formed in your eyes,
and you ran to your room
not wanting them to see you
cry.)
N: "Y/n, wait-"(sigh) "What
am I supposed to tell her?"
"Yeah, I was there but I had a
home before... It was fake,
but it was home." "she-
"Those things were the only
home she knew."
W:"Listen to her, show her
that you are there for her
and that she isn't alone."
"Show her that it's okay, that
it's okay to feel, because that
girl is afraid of feeling.
N: "Thank you, I needed the
pep talk." (She gave Wanda a
thankful smile and headed to
your room)
Meanwhile you ran into your
room and took off your
training clothes and got into
the shower to clear your
head, as you were doing
your hair, there was a knock
on the door.
Nat: "It's me, can I come in?"
Y/n: "I told you l'm fine-"
Nat: "I just want to talk."
Y/n: "Okay." (You looked at
the floor as she entered)
"I'm sorry I'm such a
disappointment-
Nat: "What?" "Why would
you think that?" "You're
perfect and I'm so proud of
you.", She sits next to you on
the bed and nudges you with
her shoulder, "and I don't
want you to change." "I
know it's hard to open up
and even understand your
emotions, especially when
you're only taught how to
fake and hide them." "Trust
me, I've been there, and it
gets easier." "It's okay to
miss the only place you ever
knew, however horrible it
was, it was home and- "
Y/n: "I'm sorry for not telling
you stuff, I'll try to do
better." " I love you mom."
Nat: " I love you more than
you know detka."
You put your head in her lap. She
played with your hair and
you just enjoyed each
other's company.

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