I hate that I love you [Diabolik Love story]

Book One: 11

"Don't tell me you're going to try to kill yourself again? I told you that I love you...isn't that enough to keep you from doing this?" He asked as he got closer to her

"Stay away from me, how can you say that to me when you can't even take me as I am?! I'm just a horrible mistake that shouldn't have existed!" She said sadly as she started to cry. "All of my childhood I was tortured and abused mentally, physically and verbally by those who called themselves my family...I was never loved, I won't ever know what that word means. Not with you not with anyone! I'm better off d-"

"Stop right there Serena! You aren't a horrible mistake, I told you before that you weren't. When will it finally sink into you that I care about who you are in the inside not what other tag you as?!" Kanato said getting annoyed as he continued moving towards her until he was able to pull her down from the ledge.

He then engulfed her into a hug and petted the back of her head as he heard her crying against his chest again. He knew she was trying to get out of his arms but it wasn't going to work, he was a lot stronger than her and they both knew it. After a few tries she gave up and just held on to his shirt tightly.

"Then why the hell didn't you answer the question I asked you?!" She asked more annoyed than sadden

"I...I didn't know how to answer it. To be honest with you, you're the first girl to not be frighten by me. Usually I'd get females being scared of me calling me names just like Ayato calls me or hurt me just to get a good laugh out of seeing me cry. You're the first who actually genuinely cares about me. I know that I am the only thing that is keeping you from death right now and I'm honestly sorry for not responding to you just you being with me at all is a total shock to me. I don't need to tell you what I've dealt with do I?" Kanato said softly to her

"N-No you don't. I know what you've dealt with, I know that you were the least loved by the woman who gave birth to you and your brother. I promise you that everything will be alright from here on out as long as you don't make me feel so darn down all the time. Even if you don't know me as well as people of this time does it still surprises me that you even want to be with someone who's messed up like I am?" Serena said sadly as she looked up to him

He place his hand that was petting the back of her head under her chin before he kissed her on the lips. She kissed him back as she held on to his shirt tighter.

"It's because you are how you are that makes me attracted to you. I'm never leaving you, you're more than stuck with me Serena, and don't you ever think that you're getting out of being with me because you aren't."

Serena nodded and placed her head against his chest for a moment before something came to her.

"Hey Kanato...I just thought of something...How is it that you can talk English if you are from Japan?" She asked as she looked up into his purple eyes

He chuckled a bit as he smiled down at her "You now just think about that?"

She blushed and nodded her head. "Hey, I've had a lot to deal with."

He laughed again and he kissed the top of her head. "Your stupid grandmother made it so Subaru and I would be able to speak and understand English. Mind you if you were to speak Japanese you'd get it right back from both Subaru and me." Kanato said with a toothy grin

She nodded her head. "Okay so noted."

He then took them inside before she went to do her homework. As she did her homework Kanato read over her shoulder.

"I've done all of this already. I hope the teachers realize that Japan's school systems are a bit more face paced than American schools." Kanato said as he leaned his head onto her shoulder