I hate that I love you [Diabolik Love story]

Book Two: 1

Serena didn't know what was going to happen, she knew that Subaru and Kanato blamed each other and themselves about her brother murdering her, so it was no surprise to her that she was placed with the Mukami brothers when she got the chance to be back to a vampire again. Since she was first a human she was taken in by Karlheins and she was treated a lot differently by the Mukami brother's than she would have thought that she would have.

She still had her mental problems and emotional problems, but she wasn't as bad as Azusa though, she knew somewhere out there Kanato and Subaru were waiting for her. It wasn't until one night when Ruki told her that they were going to get Eve and the Sakamaki's attention. Of course Serena disagreed with how they did it and saw the look in both Kanato and Subaru's eyes.

The amount of restraint she had to have that day to keep her from hugging both of them and falling apart was very strong. She so badly wanted to feel their arms around her once more. She wanted to hear Kanato sing to her like he usually did, she wanted to be able to tease the hell out of Subaru and see how pissed off she could make him.

But Ruki told her she couldn't be near them till the next night. Of course she didn't listen to him, she was the eldest, she didn't need to listen to someone who was younger than her. She refused to listen to Ruki, no matter what he would try to do to her to make her obey him. Once she knew that Kanato and Subaru where alone she made herself known and warned them. She needed them to know just what was going on.

She enjoyed that Kanato hugged her, She enjoyed that he kissed her and that she was missed by Kanato. She worried a lot about him since she realized that he had nightmares about the night that he had lost her. She had to place his mind at ease before becoming what she was, she knew that Subaru would be fine, but Kanato...She knew that he took what happened hard and very much close to his heart.

Once she got home the first person she saw was Ruki who was standing by the steps annoyed with his arms crossed.

"What did I say about going out Serena? You ar-" Ruki said before she got close to him and kicked him towards the steps

She growled angered as she glared at him. "Try to dictate me like you do the others and I swear I will cut your tongue out." Serena growled darkly before she got off of him and went to her room.

Ruki rubbed the back of his head and glared up the steps, he didn't like that Serena had a soft spot for two people she was supposed to hate. He wanted her to realize that he or one of the other three could take their spot just as easily. But of course, she didn't see it that way. She didn't like being held captive in the house. She liked going out and exploring even if she did get cut up and hurt, she said it just shows how much she could endure on her own.

He knew it wasn't the case, she went out alone just to cut herself away from the house so he wouldn't know how she keeps doing it. She knew how Ruki felt about Azusa cutting himself and reframed from doing it around him herself. Of course Azusa would inflict pain on her as well just to show how much he loved and cared for her. Serena didn't see it as affection, she saw it as Azusa attacking her for the sake of being mentally ill.

Ruki couldn't help but realize just what being with them did to the girl, he remembered how he even met the young brunette girl in the first place. It was like she was a small bright light that Karlheins had introduced him and the others too when they were younger.

The next night Serena was very excited to go to school for once, she wanted to be able to see Kanato and Subaru, she wanted to be able to talk to them and do what she was able to do before with them. She missed them dearly and she knew that they missed her. So when it came to her going into the school she rushed in only to be held back by Ruki who held her wrist tightly.

"Don't go finding those aristocrats, you-" Ruki said before he was slapped on the face

"Screw off Ruki, I don't care what you want. I have my own life to go through." She said annoyed before she went to go find Kanato and Subaru.

With Subaru and Kanato they were still on their way to the school, Kanato and Subaru both acted slightly differently because of the fact that they knew they'd be able to see Serena. Once they were at the school both males instantly disappeared hoping to find Serena only to see her on the roof looking at the moon.

"Its so pretty, in the city....I couldn't see this. I wish I would have been able to." She said before she looked behind her to see the two males she hoped to find.

She then tackled both of them hugging them crying slightly. "I'm really happy to see both of you." She said as she nuzzled herself against Kanato.

"And we're both happy to see you Serena." Kanato said as he wrapped his arms around her

"Yeah, but you smell like other men, who the hell have you let near you?" Subaru asked

"Two of the males who I have to baby sit for a time enjoy hugging me and messing around. Their names are Yuma and Kou."

"They need to realize you belong to someone already and you aren't to be around anyone else." Kanato said seriously before he moved her head up slightly before he bit her neck.

She hissed slightly before she held on to his shoulders as her eyes closed instinctively, subaru moved her hair out of the way of the other side of her neck and shoulder before he bit her as well.

"D-Damn it guys! D-Do you really have to do this now?!" Serena whined as she felt herself getting light headed

"Yes because you're ours and no one is ever going to take you from us." Kanato said as he undid her dress shirt enough to bite between her breast.

Serena moaned out a bit as she felt Kanato's fangs in her. "K-Kanato.."

"Stay here with Subaru, he rarely goes to class but I have to show up. So be a good girl and try to stay out of trouble." Kanato said before he kissed her softly on the lips.

She kissed him back before she licked off the access blood from his face. "You are a messy person Kanato." Serena said with a slight giggle

He picked his teddy up before he left with a smile, knowing that Serena was safe and that he could finally see her whenever he wished in school. Subaru turned her around and kissed her on the lips before he bit into her neck making her hold on to his shirt tightly.

"D-Damn you two bite me hard!" Serena whined as she felt her back going into the bars behind her.

"Shut it, you shouldn't have disappeared like that Serena and this is your punishment for it." Subaru said seriously

As he spoke he took her over coat off of her shoulders and undid the dress shirt more.

"S-Subaru w-we're outside and in school d-do you really think that its smart to -" She said shyly before he kissed her to shut her up as he pushed himself into her.

She groaned slightly as she held on to him tighter as she felt him pick her up enough that her legs were off of the ground.

"When will you get it through your mind that you are the possession of two possessive males?" Subaru growled as he moved her skirt off of her legs

"I-I know you two are possessive b-but do you really have to do this now? C-Can't you wait till later for this?"

Before Subaru could answer she was pulled from Subaru's grasp and was placed against Ruki's chest.

"So I see how you treat my sister, if she doesn't wish for you to touch her then don't touch her." Ruki said seriously