I hate that I love you [Diabolik Love story]

Book One: 18

When Kanato woke up he couldn't feel his hands, he didn't know why he couldn't, then he realized he couldn't see either. He knew his eyes were open, he just saw nothing but darkness. He tried to move only to find it useless, so he tried to speak only to not being able to. He furrowed his eyebrows a bit as he tried to figure out just what happened to him. How come he was like this? Why did Serena leave him like this for?

He felt like crying, but he didn't as he felt two soft cold hands on his chest, he shivered slightly as they went up him slowly. "So you finally woke up, I thought I would have to wake you up myself if you didn't Kanato." Serena said softly to him before she placed her head against his chest. "But I guess I should explain this huh? I'm probably frightening you even more than I did last night, so I'll give you a bit of why I did this."

He waited and he saw that she took the blind fold off of his eyes which made him blink his eyes a few times before he looked to her. She was wearing something he didn't ever peg her to wear. Seeing her in the clothing made him blush for the first time in ever, he didn't ever think that he'd ever do something like that due to something his love would wear. She moved closer to him and kissed his cheek softly.

"You my dearest Kanato have been a bad boy and since you can't seem to understand just what it takes to be with me I'm going to give you the most worst punishment I can think of just for you to think about what you've done for the last few days. What has gone wrong between us and what could you have changed. Once I know you won't ever do anything stupid or rude towards me again I will stop, but not before then." Serena said as she traced small patterns into his shoulder as she leaned against him.

He whined as he looked to her. He didn't like the sound of that, he understood what he had to do to make her happy, if only she'd allow him to do so. He knew he fucked up, he knew that he was wrong to say something like he did to her. She was someone very valuable to him and nothing would ever replace her in his dead cold heart. That much he knew, but he knew he couldn't voice it until she allowed him to, which for the longest time, he was bound and gagged to her bed as she did what she wished to him until she wanted to hear him beg.

That's when he spilled his heart out to her. That's when he told her just what he thought about everything, tears and all. He needed her to know just what he thought about everything that has happened so far. Which when he was done speaking she got off of him and she sat with her back to him. She looked down sadly and she sighed.

"Kanato...I'm sorry about this....I'm no good with people, Especially males. I'm too socially awkward for this. Maybe....Maybe you're right. We are too different." She said before she undid the binds on his ankles before doing the ones for his arms.

He saw the sadness in her eyes and knew he fucked up yet again, she was going to break up with him once he was free, once she freed him from the bed, it meant that she had released him from her side as well...He couldn't take it. He wouldn't accept it, he enjoyed her cuddled and enjoyed seeing her smile and laughing. So once he was released he saw she was going to get off of him, he took that moment to push her down and give her just what he knew they both needed. He wouldn't allow her to push him away from her, he wouldn't allow her to speak about it either. He held her hands down as he kept her lips busy with his own. He wanted nothing more than to show her just how much he loved and adored her.

Sure they had differences, but they were so small it didn't matter to him. What did matter to him was that she was loved by him and that he would always be by her side. Which throughout the night he did show her that it didn't matter how much she wished for him to go away. He was there to stay and he would always be there for her. That night ended for both of them sleeping in each other's arms, Serena with a sad smile on her face against his chest as Kanato smiled contently with his arms tightly around her.