Peace

Chapter Seven

It had been a week since the first time I went to the track. I somehow ended up at the track the next week. The guys weren't even racing this week we were just hanging out at the garage drinking. I had somehow ended up on the couch beside Maddox, he had his arm over my shoulders. The butterflies in my stomach wouldn't go away.

"Lucy take a shot with us," Ally said sitting beside me pouring me a shot which I quickly took "hey Maddox have you ever done a body shot?"

"No," he replied.

"You should take one off of Lucy," Ava said.

"Shot, shot, shot," The boys started shouting.

"I'm cool with it if he is," Maddox said.

"I'm cool with it," I said.

"Let's do it," he said holding out his hand I took it "Where should we do it?"

"We can do it on the coffee table here," Ava said. We walked over to it. I sat down on the table and pulled up my shirt.

"I got the lime," Red said racing over from the bar area. He then placed it in my mouth.

"Alright so I'm going to put salt on your neck," Ava said, "turn your head." Instead of waiting for me to move she did it herself. I felt her putting the salt on my neck "now the shot," I felt the liquid hit my navel.

"So salt, shot, then lime," Maddox questioned.

"You got it," Ava said.

"Alright let's do it," Maddox said I can feel his breath hit my neck. Then I felt his tongue hit my neck and I had to fight the sound that wanted to come from my mouth. It then left and I moved my head back straight. His mouth then found my belly button as he drunk the shot. He then took the lime from my lips, and I swear I felt his lips brush mine.

"That was hot," Red said. I couldn't help but blush. As I sat up and got off the table, I felt Maddox's hand meet my shoulder.

"Another shot," he asked.

"Yes," I replied.

"Let's go to the bar," he said.

"Sounds good to me," I said. After another hour of drinking, I was hammered.

"Hey, want to go to the rooms with me," he said.

"What would we do," I asked.

"Whatever you want," He whispered in my ear "I know you felt it earlier." I grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the room area. We walked into his and Callum's room "can I kiss you?"

"Yes," I said his lips met mine. It started off slowly but quickly became more passionate. I felt his hands move from my side to my back to my butt. Then he broke the kiss, his hands traveled down to my thighs. "Jump." I did wrapping my legs around his waist. "Do you want to do more?"

"Yes," I said, "I want you."

"I want you too," He said I felt my back hit the door and his lips hit mine again "god you are so gorgeous but when you wear makeup it's so sexy."

***

I woke up the next morning lying on Maddox's chest. I couldn't help but take in his looks. His longer slightly curly dark hair. He has multiple tattoos, he had a tribal tattoo that went from his elbow to his shoulder, he had a feather tattoo on the arm I was lying on, I saw a Phoenix tattoo on his back when he stood up to get a rag last night. He also had a name on his ribs Carter. It's probably an ex as I've asked the girls and they said he's single. I wanted to stay like this. I reached over for his other hand and placed it around myself. He started to squeeze me tighter.

"Hi," he said.

"Hi," I said.

"Can we stay like this all day," he asked squeezing me closer.

"I wish," I said, "I have to go to work later today."

"Where do you work," he asked.

"My family owns a small diner," I said.

"When do you have to leave," he asked.

I looked over to the alarm clock he had in his room "in an hour."

"Do you want to take a shower before you go," he asked.

"Yes please," I said. He got up, leading me to a door.

"Do you need any help washing your back," he asked.

"You know what I think I do," I said grabbing his hand and pulling him into the bathroom.

"Hey how was your night," Westin asked.

"Fantastic," I said.

"Someone got laid," he said.

"I did thank you very much," I said.

"Good," he asked.

"The best I've ever had," I said.

"Way to go Red," Westin said.

"It wasn't Red I don't like him like that and from the way he talks he isn't into me either," I said, "he likes someone else."

"Really?"

"Yes."

"Who?"

"Promise it won't make it awkward."

"Why would it be awkward?"

"He likes you."

"Wait really? Did he say why?"

"He said he thinks you are hot."

"But I have children."

"He said he doesn't care."

"Really?"

"Yeah."

"Don't worry I won't make it awkward."

"Thanks."

"I'll wait in the car." We pulled up to the house so I could go change. I got out making my way up the house.

Unknown: *Video*

Unknown: If you don't want this to be seen I'd stop hanging out with The Phoenix Warrior's.

I opened it to see something that made me want to throw up. In the video I was crying and begging them not to do this. All this was happening while two of the guys were touching my body. Then one of them pushed me back onto the couch as I screamed no. You can see them tearing off my clothes and starting to R*pe me.

I looked over to see Westin watching me with interest. I headed inside to my room. I was so angry. Why can't they just leave me alone? My eyes hit some of my designs. Why are they even still up? It's not like I'm ever going to be a fashion artist. He took that from me just like he took everything else. My degree, future, pride, happiness, and two whole years of my life. He left me scarred not just mentally but physically. He took my life away from me and I'm so angry about it.

I angrily raced over to my designs ripping them off the wall shredding them. I then made my way to my creation station knocking a basket full of fabric over. I then saw my sewing machine. I raced over to it throwing the sewing machine to the floor.

Oh god I can't even think about what they did to me. Why can't whoever this be leave me alone? I can't do this anymore.

I walked over to my desk drawer opening it pulling out a notebook that hid my razor. I pulled it out walking back over to the door sitting down in front of it. I'm tired of being angry and hurt. I can't do this anymore, I put the razor to my wrist. I'm done.