The Forgotten Minds

The Love for Laughter

woah a new POV? Crazy right.

Charlie's POV:

I was so relieved that Aeron wasn't furious, the thoughts that spun in my mind when I got that text was 1. She wanted to yell at me, 2. Ask questions about the relationship between Laurie and I that I did not want to answer or 3. she wanted to me to kill a spider or a bug (she's asked me to come over to kill bugs many times before). I was glad that this was the outcome, I wanted to tell her something too but I'm to nervous and scared of what she'll think. I analyze things to bloody much.

We were currently still hugging, was it weird that I was smelling her? I feel like a total creep just thinking about it, but I loved the way she smelt of a mix of honey and vanilla. It was comforting in a way.

We pulled apart and that's when I the guilt hit me, I wanted to tell her so badly. I felt if I was going to keep it in any longer I would just explode into a ball of emotions. Her eyebrows knitted together.

"What aren't you telling me, I can see it on your face that you want to tell me something. Or is it just my imagination?" She could see through me as if I was glass, she knows me so well. I needed to tell her though, she needed to know so I gathered up all my courage to say what I needed to say.

"She's using me"

A wave of relization flooded across her face, she knew exactly who I was talking about and for some reason I felt she has also felt this way before.

She grabbed my hand intertwining our fingers together, I got this chill, Like a spark when she did that, I've never felt that way with Laurie. I wonder what It meant.

She guided me to a hallway which had three doors across it, one door had a caution sign saying 'keep out'. I wonder who's room that is, that was dripping in sarcasm. We walked in and I was greeted with a room that was filled with posters, all the bands were blink 182, green day, fall out boy and many more, we shared the same taste in music. I already knew that of course. Her queen sized bed was laid in the corner of her room, she sat on it making it dip in with the little weight she had.

I walked over to the bed and sat next to her and Aeron simply said "What did she say". I gulped, mentally preparing myself to udder the words I dreaded to speak.

"I over heard Laurie talking to her friend on her phone when I came over to her house the other day, she said that she can't wait to get me in bed so she can get this stupid relationship over and done with and once she noticed me she started getting really flirty with me, she really wants to break up with me". After saying that I buried my head in my hands so she didn't see any tears that were welling up in my eyes. Aeron placed her hand on my back and said in a calming voice "Look at me, I don't care if you're crying, don't worry. I hate guys who act all macho as if they are a wall that don't have any feelings to feel".

I looked up at her, that's when the tears that were once just faint were now just streaming out of my eyes like two mini waterfalls. Aeron reached out and embraced me as I shook with slient sobs that were muffled in her red hair. She didn't say anything, I didn't want her too.

I didn't want her to ask questions or say something like 'she was a bitch anyway' because I actually had feeling for her, I felt something with her that I wanted to hold onto and cherish. Now that I know it was just a insignificant game to her was just ruthless. I knew she was a bitch but for some reason I had strong and unstoppable feelings for that bitch. It hurts to know she doesn't feel the same way.

I pulled away from the hug first while drying my watered eyes, she gave me a smile that gave me hope again. "Stay here" She then got up off of the bed hearing the floor creak under her feet, she walked over to a small radio that was sat on her desk. She pulled out an album that I was unable to see, she put it into the radio and hit play. A simple song started to play, I knew the artist but not the song, It was Ingrid Michealson.

(the song is be okay by ingrid michealson if you want to play it while you're reading this)

She turned around and grabbed my hands helping me stand up, as cheesey as it sounds I feel butterflies when ever she does that. She took my hands and placed them on her hips as she rested her arms around my shoulders and neck, we started dancing, it was a way for me to forget about what I was thinking, what I was feeling because all I was concentrating on was Aeron and the music.

She started humming the song as we danced in the middle of her room, a slight giggle bubbled out of her lips. "What?"

"Nothing it's just I've never danced with a boy before, I've actually have never invited someone other then Summer or my sister over to the house, but I like this. You're a good dancer" She buried her head in the crook of my neck.

"You're not to bad yourself, you're actually a little better then me to be honest"

"I don't agree with you but thank you". I pulled her closer eliminating the space that once lingered between us. I started giggling again because I've never done this with Laurie or any other girlfriend I had...then again i've only had two. It's crazy that she can just change my mood effortlessly, she truly cared about me. I hope.

."What are you laughing at? She started laughing herself.

"I was just thinking how you can just change my mood so quickly, it's like you know exactly how to make me happy". We were both letting out soft giggles at this point.

"Ok put it back in your pants Romeo, were not in a romance movie" She spoke with a trial of laughter afterwards.

"Well I don't know if I can do that, it has a mind of it's bloody own, I just let it do what it wants" She howled out a large laugh that was muffled in my neck, I was laughing again.

"You're crazy"

"A good kind of crazy or a bad kind of crazy?"

"A good kind"

"I'll take it" We really love laughing today.

Talking and joking with Aeron felt special. When I'm with her I forget all the stress of the day, she makes me forget all the scars that are stained on my wrists, she makes me want to see her smile and comfort her when she's crying. It's as if I want to see all her emotions, when she's mad, sad and happy. Especially happy. She makes me glad that I didn't kill myself when I was going through all the stress that comes with life because if I did I would of never met her. And she's all I need. She is Aeron.

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Sorry for it being super short but this was just the perfect moment to end it on. I wish I could make it longer but I felt that I wanted to end this chapter on a happy note, then again no one reads this-lily <3

P.S, two chapters in one day! Go me! Okay I'm going to shut up now, bye!