Because It's You

It Is Always Different

Hello everyone, Please help me with some ideas to proceed with this story. I can't decide how to go forward. That's why I have tried something different in this chapter apart from the story, Please give your views.   ~ Thank You☺

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We have discussed a lot. We thought we could do it. But when I remember that we have only two months with each other, I still can't bear it. Three years ago, when I met her for the first time at my college gate, three seconds were enough to fall in love with her. The way she laughs, the way she teases, the ways she makes others pay for her silly mistakes, I loved all of them. I will never forget her carefree smile & mischievous look when she proposed to me for a stupid challenge made with her friends. Even I don't know how I gathered the courage to say "Yes" which she never imagined. The moment she came into my world & everything started to change. It will be not a lie if I say she is my lucky charm.

Maybe It's her luck that I finally got the chance to do my master's in classical music after four years of hard work which was my only dream. But the thing is I have to live without her for two years. We have only two months together. Working in Birla Hospital is the only chance for us to be together before being apart. I know, these two years will be hell for me. still, I chose to leave her to not let her go. I know it's my selfishness, but...

" It is not that I can't give up my dream for her, But I am afraid to  end up blaming her for this."       -Neerman

What is wrong with being a little selfish in love? I know. I always know how important his dream is for him, and for his family & he will never choose me over his dream. But, Will you leave a person who can bear me for three years without any complaint? It was not easy to love a girl like me who has not a single quality of being a girl. Being with me is always a humility to boys. Even though it was not serious I have faced three breakups for this reason. So, even though it was a loose deal I just did not want to lose the happiness for that moment. Even now, He is ready to leave me, I still choose to be with him. I may be replaced by someone in his life at any time, but I will never walk away on my own from him. I chose to let him go to be with him again.

"Even if it is a moment of happiness, I still want to bet on this." -Nisha

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If living together can guarantee love, then we would have the happiest couple in this world. It is been three years since our marriage. Like others, I don't have a great love story. It was an arranged marriage. But I can say that it was love at first site. But the thing is in practical life we need so many things with love. Sometimes I thought about what would happen if I had chosen a stable career, Would she look at me? I may not be the important or first priority for her. But I still want to wait for her. Wait to come to me one day at her will.

"If I wait...The person is bound to come."    -Parth Birla

There is nothing wrong with waiting as long there is hope. I will not say that I am okay with his carefree attitude. But deep down in my heart, I admire this person. Leaving this rate race, he chose to follow his passion. I can never be brave enough to take this risk. I wish he would not decide to give up due to his responsibility towards me or his family. The only thing I can do is to take responsibility on his behalf & work hard.

 "It may not be the right way, but it is my way to be with you in the future."    - Sefhali Birla

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