Dumbass -M. sturniolo

11

"Bro he's been ignoring me for like the past week" I complain to Matt as we're walking down to last period ever since our argument chino has been basically ghosting me which really hurt my feelings

"maybe he realized your to ugly for him" Matt shrugged I roll my eyes and see Amelia and Ian walking down together "hey guys" i call out to the no response "seems like they can't hear you" Matt stated

"no shit" I said I see them look at each other and then lean in for a kiss "WOAH WHAT THE FUCK" I exclaim my eyes widening I see them pull away and then Ian literally run away

"Matt.." I say tugging his arm he turns his head with same expression but seems more calm "did you see that" I ask

"Obviously I was standing right next to you I'm surprised they didn't hear you because your over here ripping ur vocal cords out" he said walking away

I gasp and catch up with him. 20 minutes into class and I can't let go of the fact that chino is ignoring me and Ian and Amelia kissed talk about friendship

I raise my hand "can I go to the bathroom" I ask she looks up and gives me a annoyed look "yes you may" she said obviously trying make me look stupid

I give her a sly smile walk out I don't actually ever need to use the bathroom I just don't like being in class as I'm walking down the hall I see chino and some other girl he was a little way to close

I get closer and I see him give her a kiss and she blushes and walks away I stand there shocked my feelings getting hurt

I speed walk up to him and he sees me and rolls his eyes "why are you rolling your eyes at me when you ghosted me and just kissed another girl" I exclaim the obvious hurt in my voice

"because your a bitch you told me there was nothing between you and Matt every time I asked you got mad at me everytime I got jealous" he exclaimed with an angry expression on his face

I throw my hands up in the air "there is nothing between me and Matt" I say he gives me a very angry look
"CAN YOU STOP FUCKING LYING TO ME IF THERE WAS NOTHING BETWEEN YOU TWO THEN HE WOULDNT HAVE DROVE U TO MCDONALDS AFTER OUR ARGUMENT OR CALL YOU HIS GIRL OR EVEN KISS YOU" he yelled at me I was a-taken back and felt some tears about to come up but I held them in

"I didn't know he did any of that" my voice cracking he scoffs "sure you didn't look if you tell me right now you don't have feelings for Matt I swear I'll believe you and Matt is just a obsessed psycho who can't handle the fact that your not his" he says walking closer to me

"I..." I get out but for some reason the words don't come out my mouth I struggle do I really like Matt? he watches me for a few seconds before letting out a few chuckles "of course" he walks away and I'm left standing there

Matt's pov

she's been gone for awhile and I start to wonder where she's at I know she likes to wander a lot for this period cause the teacher is always getting on her but not for this long

After a few minutes I see her walk in her hoodies on and I get a glance of her face before turning around her cheeks had tears rolling down then and she would wipe it every few seconds

I immediately pulled out my phone and texted her what happened I watch her take her phone out and put it back in her hoodie ok that's weird

Class ended and I thought about going up to her but she speed walked away I shrug it off even though I had this pit in my stomach and this voice telling me to hug her and tell her it's gonna be ok

What no that's not my girlfriend and I don't like her I don't know what I'm thinking I should just leave her be

I'm walking out of school with Landon "what the fuck it's raining" he complains I look to see rain pouring down "shit" I hear Chris say walking up

"And Matt parked far away" Chris continued I roll my eyes "ok Chris you wanna turn everyone against me" I say turning my head towards him he give me sly smile "yea" he says and puts his hoodie on and runs towards the direction I parked

"Fucking idiot you didn't even unlock the car yet" Landon says I let out a laugh cause I know Chris gonna be pissed "we'll unlock it now mf im bouta run over there" landon says putting his hood on quickly and running

I unlock the car and see nick and amelia running as well then see makenna come up "did you unlock the car" she asks her voice soft and quiet

"yea" I say she starts running to car as well and I start to we get there and Chris's hoodie is soaking wet while everyone else's only had a splashes

"Fuck you matt" Chris insulted I bursted out laughing so did the rest except Makenna

"Ken's you ok?" Landon asked everyone was now faced her she looked up and nodded "yes I'm fine"she says everybody looks at me

I give them a "what" look and they just look away "you need to make your girl feel better" I hear Chris whisper to me I give him a glance and look back on the road

"She isn't my girl and I think it's better if me out of all people leave her alone" I say in the same tone Chris rolls his eyes like I'm stupid

"Matt you out of all people should talk to her" he says like it's obvious here we go "Chris me and Makenna are not together and we will never be" I say

"ok fine you can go to her as her friend" he says I shake my head "Chris let it go I think we should just let her be" I say getting irritated

"Is he stupid he needs to move out the fucking way" I say trying to get out of traffic he lets it go and Amelia plays music on he aux after trying with Chris after a bit she played some Harry styles

While Nick was telling her to play some thing else
"Nick move bro I'm trying to sleep" I hear Landon say they argue a bit more until I finally hear it stop every body in the car sleeping

Except I hear a sigh "Ian really needs to learn some personal space" I hear Makenna mumble to herself

I stay quiet and just drop everyone off now it's just nick me and Chris "Matt what the fuck" Nick exclaims "what the fuck did I do" I say confused

"You were supposed to make her feel better" he says I roll my eyes "I SAID THAT TO" Chris's exclaims "Matt you have to drive the car around" Nick says I had to laugh "he'll no I'm tired as fuck" "Matt we know your secretly in love with her go back around and help your girl" Nick said

"Omg fucking fine I'm dropping u guys off though and then coming right back if she tells me go away" I exclaim annoyed they sit there looking like the accomplished some thing

I'm standing in front of her house grabbing the spare key on top of her door and unlocking the door I walk up the stairs and the door is closed

I open it and see her on her bed with her face buried in her knees and back against the head board she lifts her head up and her eyes seems to get sadder when she sees me

"Get out Matt" she says "why were you so upset" I ignore her request

"It doesn't matter get. out." She continues to say I keep ignoring her and get closer "just tell me" I say she shakes her head "why do you care so much" she says annoyed

"I don't" I say she gives me a dumbfounded look
"Matt leave me alone I'm into this situation because of you" she says i hear a voice crack by the time I speak up I'm sitting next to her

"just tell me" I say she gives and and let's out a breath "I talked to chino and we talked he said stuff called me a bitch and I'm pretty sure we're over" she said a tear rolling down her cheek

I look at her and give her a hug I don't really know what compelled me to do it I just did I feel her relax into it

"I don't think you and chino were cute anyway" I mumble loud enough so that she can hear me I feel her chuckle a bit "you were our biggest haters" she says I smile a bit

"yea I never really liked him" I said she lifts her head up "why"

"Because I knew he was never good enough for you" I say looking down at her brown eyes
We look at each other for a few seconds before she puts her head back down

"Can we watch Moana" she asks "yes" I say with no hesitation I'm not gonna deny how I feel in this moment

I feel like everything is perfect here it's just me and her