Harry's POV
I wasn't thinking and I pressed my lips against hers. it was nice.. until she pulled away
" Harry"
" i'm sorry "
" its too fast just too fast!"
" I said I was sorry"
" i'm just gonna go to bed. goodnight"
" goodnight"
well great. I probably just ruined everything! I've known her for two days and I stupidly just kissed her! Why? why am I so stupid? sure I liked it but what am I doing? I need to give her time. we said we'd take it slow and I just messed it up. I really do need to stop promising things I cant keep! wait... what if I just scared her away? what if I've lost her forever? I really really screwed up!
so I called Lou
*ring ring ring rin-* " Hello, Harold!"
" okay 1. I told you to stop calling me that and 2. I have a major problem"
" whats the problem?"
" I uh I- I.... I kissed her"
" YOU WHAT?"
" Not so loud i'm deaf now! and I kissed her on the lips!"
" How? what? i'm lost here"
and I told him everything, the wreck, the talk, everything
"... and then I just kissed her"
" what did she say?'
" she didn't like it.. she said it was just moving too fast then she went upstairs to bed"
" well.. it was too fast I mean think of everything that's going on in her life. sure admitting your feelings is great and wonderful but the kiss was too much"
" I know I know! I really stuffed up this time"
" let her sleep on it. talk to her in the morning"
" okay. i'm gonna go to bed. goodnight"
" night"
and we hung up and I went upstairs. I have a lot to think about tonight...
Your POV
He kissed me... ON THE LIPS HE FREAKING KISSED ME! I honestly don't know what to think.. but I can say I liked it... still like I've said a million times its moving too fast! I decided to get on twitter and just ignore the hate and find some of my old friends. one in particular caught my eye
@MaKaylaMahone22: @TheHaileyTealmen Hey girl! its been too long! DM meeeee!
Me and MaKayla used be to really really good twitter friends we were like sisters! so I decided to DM her
@TheHaileyTealmen: Hey! its been forever! how are you?
@MaKaylaMahone22: I didn't think you'd reply! i'm good you?
@TheHaileyTealmen: why wouldn't I reply? and that's good! eh I've been better :/
@MaKaylaMahone22: since you're all famous and probably really busy. aw whats wrong?
@TheHaileyTealman: Aw I'll always reply to you! eh just some stuff
@MaKaylaMahone22: aw :D ily sis! and I hope whatever is going on gets better! I gotta go :( here's my cell 123-456-7819 text or call me whenever!
@TheHaileyTealman: ily too! me too :/ okay i'll text you tomorrow fo sho! haha we'll arrange something together. xxx
Well it was nice to talk to her for a while. I really missed her! She lives back in the south so I never get to see her and we haven't talked in such a long time since i'm busy. okay... I really need to think about this kiss.... what did it mean? Ugh why are boys so difficult?
* Morning*
well this is gonna be awkward. I got ready and walked downstairs and there he was... sitting there eating breakfast
" hey" I said awkwardly
" hi "
" so... we should probably talk about last night"
" I'm sorry I know I said we'd take it slow and I messed it all up. I understand if you like want me to leave and stuff"
" I liked the kiss.. its just the timing"
" I liked it too" he smiled
" where do we go from here?"
" just forget the kiss completely!"
" I kind of don't want to forget it"
" me neither but like you said it was too fast"
" okay fine. just forget it"
" I have to go get my car today can you drive me"
" sure. you ready?"
" yeah lets go"
and we went and got his car which didn't take long the car place is only about 5 minutes away from my house.
" I have to go back to my house and shower and change and stuff. are you okay to be at the hospital by yourself?"
" yeah i'll be fine"
" okay i'll be back later" he said and kissed me on the cheek
" okay be safe this time! text me when you get home not on the road"
" okay love, bye"
" bye"
and he drove off just like that...
Harry's POV
She gave me another chance and i'm not messing it up... even though she didn't act like I messed up I still think I did. I drove back to mine and Louis' safely this time
" HAROLD!" Lou screamed
" i'm gonna ignore the Harold but hi!"
" so did you talk to Hailey?"
" yeah she liked the kiss but we both agreed to just forget it "
" aw well at least she liked it"
" right. so do we have anything to do today?"
' you forgot?"
" forgot what?"
" Harry we have tour rehearsals. we're leaving in three days"
" crap! I completely forgot about tour! what am I going to do about Hailey?"
" that I cant help you on, mate"
" i'm gonna go call her"
great. tour just great! I cant leave her alone what do I do?
*ring ring* " Hellooooo Harry!"
" hello, love!"
" I have some good news!"
" er I have some bad news but tell me your news first"
" okay i'm kind of scared but my sister woke up today and my mom woke up. My mom remembered me!"
" that's great babe!"
" I know! now whats your bad news?"
" I completely forgot uh... I go on tour in three days"
" what?"...
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END NOTES
Soooooo whatcha think? MaKayla is actually one of my real friends I thought i'd add her in here. whats gonna happen with tour? are you happy about her mom and sister? so many things! sorry for another cliff hanger :/
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Behind These Hazel Eyes. { A One Direction Fan-Fic }
FanfictionA story about a girl living in a not-so fairytale world. Why does everything bad have to happen to her? The world will never know but there's one person who wants to change it... can he?
