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* WARNING *
TALK OF RAPE! Nothing detailed at all just some speaking of it almost happening.
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{ Hailey’s POV }
” Maybe we could have a little fun since it was interrupted before ” Harry smirked in my ear
” Nice try, Styles but i’m tired ” I frowned
” Me too actually ” he said and kissed me
” You know… we don’t have to do it just because I want to. i’ll wait for whenever you’re ready ” He said looking into my eyes
” I know. I want to just… not tonight ” I said and kissed him on the lips. it’s not that I was just tired which I was i’m also afraid to do it… my last boyfriend almost raped me and ever since then I’ve been afraid of going too far with a guy. I know he wouldn’t ever hurt me like that but I still have this little fear in the back of my mind.
” Is something wrong? ” He asked
” no… why? “
” You just seem… off “
” Off? “
” Yeah, like something’s bothering you or something I don’t know you just don’t seem like yourself “
crap can he read my mind?!
” i’m fine just tired ” I smiled but deep down I really wanted to tell him what was really bothering me.. I don’t want to keep things from him but i’m afraid to tell him.
” Are you sure? “
” Positive! ” I said and grabbed some PJ’s to change into and walked into the bathroom
Do I tell him? Why does he need to know? What is he going to think? Should I wait a while?
all these questions rolled through my mind as I got dressed and brushed my teeth
What if he leaves me because I wont have sex with him? What if I totally screw up everything we just figured out?!
Another round of question rolled through my mind until I was snapped out of my thoughts by Harry knocking on the door
” Are you okay? You’ve been in there for 15 minutes “
have I really been in here that long?
” Um, no yeah… Yeah i’m fine ” I said and opened the door to see Harry blocking me from leaving
” No. there’s something wrong and we need to talk about it “
” Wh-what? There’s nothing wrong! “
” Just tell me! “
” Fine! I don’t want to have sex with you because I was almost raped a while ago and I’m still terrified. ” I said, extremely fast, covering my face.
” Baby… ” He whispered, pulling me into a hug.
” it’s stupid to be this upset over something like this. ” I said trying not to cry.
” it’s not stupid! It was a traumatic experience. “
” But, I didn’t even get raped! That’s traumatic! I was just close to being raped… “
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Behind These Hazel Eyes. { A One Direction Fan-Fic }
FanfictionA story about a girl living in a not-so fairytale world. Why does everything bad have to happen to her? The world will never know but there's one person who wants to change it... can he?
