I looked at Nate one more time and got out of bed.
I went to my office room & grabbed a note book and wrote In it.
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" get out of my house by the time I get home. fuck you. I thought you were different. this is why I don't date. you know my life story, how can you have the heart to fuck it up? "
with that I took my phone and wallet and went to go change. ---- I went to Starbucks sitting there thinking how can someone be so cruel. how? after I bought my Caramel Flan Latte I started dozing away thinking how can someone be so perfect and fuck me over! oh right bc perfect ppl don't exist.
I was interrupted by someone asking me " hey what's wrong? why are you crying? " oh goodness. it's Sammy.
" hey Sammy. yk I didn't know that Nate was ... he's just ... he's a flirt. " my eyes start to water more thinking about his phone.
" what did he fucking do? " sam said with now an angry voice.
" maybe I'm exaggerating but his phone popped up a message that said ' baby girl 👫❤️ ' and idk. I get hurt easily because of the past. " I said choking on my words. " come on. let's go shopping. your best friend actually found someone and I thought it would be me. but since we both are heart broken, why not "
I smiled at Sam because I didn't think lysa would do that but I wanted to reassure him, he's gonna be okay.
the first store we went to was American Eagle Outfitters because we both liked it.
* ring ring *
" oh fuck it's Nate. " Sam said.
" it's not like we are doing anything bad. pick it up. "
I said.
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Sam - " hey what's up "
Nate - " I'm freaking out, y/n fucken left and this note is outrageous and dude.. my heart was melting for her already, you don't know how much this girl means to me already, she's fragile and idk what I did but I need her back man. "
Sam - " explain who baby girl is in your phone then "
Nate - " are you forreal? that's my best friend from middle school "
Sam - " did you get a message from her this morning? "
Nate - " yeah why! I don't care about her rn "
Sam - " y/n saw it. she's heart broken. that's why I took her to the mall. well at first she was alone crying in her coffee and I took her to the mall since we both are heart broken so I suggest you explain to her at least you'd have a chance to have her. "
Nate - " thank you man. thank you for keeping her happy. but she can't know that I love her. "
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it's been 2 weeks since Nate texted or call or seen me. I miss him. I was starting to love him.. but I said no words.
I was interrupted from my thoughts when I heard a knock at the door.
I ran downstairs and opened up not looking, & went to the couch.
...
" baby .. "
my eyes widened at the voice.
it was my ex.
he was so abusive and so possessive it scared me.
I turned around to see my ex boyfriend Jackson.
" hi babe. how are you? "
I was shaking my now.
but I still had the chance to text someone to come.
I looked at him and said " ok.. "
I texted Sammy & lysa ' he's here. he's here. help me. come asap '
after I sent that Jackson took a step closer to me as I stepped back.
" I changed I promise.. " he slightly smiled.
" no stay away Jackson... you hurt me in so many ways I can't even .. "
I was interrupted when he stepped super close to me.
" baby I changed. " he said putting his hands on my mouth.
I was crying already knowing what was gonna happen.
& btw the door was still open luckily Sam or lysa can come in.
just as I thought of that ----- Sam was right there.
" BACK OFF OF HER !! "
Sam screamed.
Jackson laughed and next thing you know my face was stinging.
I was crying and I was such a mess.
" and who are you?? her boyfriend?? damn what a whore. " Jackson said.
I was trying to hold my tears In but I couldn't.
I saw lysa run in by my side and told me it'll be okay while Sam and Jackson were screaming.
" GET THE FUCK OUT BITCH " lysa yelled. she took her stun gun out of her purse and threatened him.
" or else what bitch? " Jackson said. with that Sam punched him and they kept going at it, once I got up I took a glass and threw it at jackson. he was now bleeding. Sam took one more punch and Jackson ran out.
I ran and locked the door and fell to the ground sobbing.
lysa went to go to the bathroom to set me up a warm bath and got an ice pack for me. I couldn't move what so ever because I was in shock. Sam carried me to my room and stripped off my clothes not caring.
he set me in the tub while he went to go to the store to get groceries. " I'll be back baby " Sam said as he kissed my head. okay now you might think he likes me but he doesn't.
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the next day **
I had remembered that, I left Nate on the day we were supposed to have a date. anywho, I got up and brushed my hair and teeth and picked out my clothes, for all I care, it's a new day.
I ran downstairs to see lysa and Sammy making out.
" WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK SAMUEL WILKINSON " I yelled.
this was ridiculous. Sammy looked up at me and said " Y/N PLEASE LISTEN " I looked at him with angry eyes. " you two are together !? " lysa asked.
I looked at her and told her no.
" what's going on? " lysa said.
" he said you cheated or found someone new or whatever and yk what it's not even my business. " I said.
I ran out and got in the car, as I was driving everything went black.
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(; see ya later babies
